Lyrics
Camilla, I'm at home alone
Expressing being alone at home and addressing someone named Camilla.
Just staring at my phone for you to write
Waiting for a message or communication from Camilla.
I'm laying singled in my bed
Describing being alone in bed while under the influence of marijuana on a Friday night.
Just stoned out of my head this Friday night
Indicating a state of being high and possibly feeling disconnected.
Oh, Camilla, you don't understand
Emphasizing that Camilla may not understand the speaker's current state.
I haven't left my room
Revealing a prolonged period of staying indoors without leaving the room.
In a couple days
Highlighting the speaker's isolation for the past couple of days.
Even though you might think that I'd want to
Addressing the potential misconception that the speaker wants to go out.
When you're scrolling by
Referencing Camilla scrolling, suggesting social media activity.
You might be thinking that it's me you see
Noting that Camilla might mistake the speaker for someone else in online content.
But it's not really
Clarifying that the person Camilla sees is not truly the speaker.
Camilla, I'm at home instead
Reiterating the speaker being at home and preoccupied mentally.
Just circling my head, don't ask me why
Describing a mental state of overthinking or being preoccupied.
I'm really making such a fuss
Acknowledging making a fuss without providing a clear reason.
Been feeling rather off, so don't come by
Expressing a feeling of being off and discouraging visitors.
And it always folds in blue
Introducing the theme of melancholy or sadness represented by the color blue.
While I'm leaning into chocolate
Mentioning seeking comfort in chocolate during difficult times.
But a vision of it holds me very still
Describing a vision or memory that immobilizes the speaker emotionally.
I don't even think it's real
Doubting the reality of the emotional experience.
Oh, Camilla
Repeating the message to Camilla about staying indoors for days.
You don't understand, I haven't left my room
Reiterating the speaker's prolonged isolation.
In a couple days
Emphasizing the continued state of not leaving the room.
Even though you might think that I'd want to
Repeating the notion that the speaker may not want to go out despite appearances.
When you're scrolling by
Referencing Camilla's online presence and potential misconceptions.
You might be thinking that it's me you see
Pointing out the possibility of Camilla mistaking the speaker for someone else online.
But it's not really
Reiterating that the online persona seen by Camilla is not an accurate representation.
And it always folds in blue
Repeating the theme of sadness associated with the color blue.
While I'm leaning into chocolate
Reiterating seeking solace in chocolate during challenging times.
But a vision of it holds me very still
Recalling a vision or memory that profoundly affects the speaker emotionally.
I don't even think it's real
Expressing doubt about the reality of the emotional experience.
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