Heart Attack At Thirty
Navigating Existential Turmoil: Heartache at Thirty
Lyrics
Don't try and sound right,
Encourages honesty over sounding correct or appropriate.
just hope your honest and trust you'll end up somewhere
Belief in honesty leading to a positive outcome despite uncertainty.
That girl that made you promise she says, try not to care
A girl advises to try not to care, possibly due to past pain.
I don't know if I'm good, and everyone knows it.
Uncertainty about personal goodness, acknowledged by everyone.
You ever feel you were meant to be alone? because I saw a play
Questioning if destined for loneliness after seeing a play.
and and a character said that he was destined to never feel at home
Quoting a character feeling fated to perpetual unease.
Don't go. Tonight I'm looking for salt in a snow globe
Metaphorically seeking something elusive in an impossible place.
Because what I had is slipping fast. Dr. Howe, Please call back.
Expressing urgency in a deteriorating situation, seeking help.
I'm not sleeping and, I don't care I'm singing loud but no one hears
Feeling unheard despite vocalizing emotions loudly.
I'll wake up tomorrow and still feel wrong
An expectation of persistent unease even after rest.
I'm not sleeping and, I don't care I'm singing loud but no one hears
Reiteration of feeling unheard despite vocal efforts.
I'll wake up tomorrow and still feel wrong for these days
Anticipating continued discomfort in the coming days.
What good am I to anyone like this?
Questioning one's usefulness in current circumstances.
It's been a hard couple months I'll admit
Admitting recent difficulties and challenges faced.
But after tonight I'm not so convinced that I'm wrong
Expressing uncertainty about feeling incorrect or mistaken after a particular night.
I feel at ease with my lows, and I'll take it. Lord knows I'll take it.
Acceptance and comfort in dealing with personal lows.
Tonight they're explainable, far from extraneous.
Current emotions are understandable and not excessive.
Always expecting, I seldom discover or turn flaws into questions.
Reflecting on a tendency to expect rather than explore or learn from flaws.
Great questions of the times.
Referring to significant unanswered questions of the era.
I guess I'm an artist whose confines brought him luck
Identifying as an artist constrained by limitations that brought fortune.
Choked by second guessing but I know that's not enough
Feeling stifled by excessive doubt but acknowledging it's insufficient.
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