Lyrics
In the trash heap
In a state of decay or disorder
at the shoreline
By the edge of the water
I am able To be honest,
Expressing honesty is possible
Not with you,
Unable to be honest with you
but with myself
Capable of self-honesty
I am wreckage on display
My damaged self on display
upon a shelf
Like an exhibit on a shelf
I'm someone else
Feeling like a different person
Trapped inside
Feeling trapped within
A sad goodbye
An emotionally difficult farewell
That never seems to end
A never-ending sense of parting
A hole that picket fences
A metaphorical hole that fences can't fix
couldn't mend
Small hands with no defined purpose
And tiny hands
Symbolizing innocence and vulnerability
with no scheduled existence
No predetermined purpose in life
reach for mine
Seeking connection or guidance
to cross the street
An intimate moment of connection
A puzzle piece
Representing a missing piece in life
embraced defection
Acceptance of deviating from the norm
Estranged, unable to go back
Estranged and unable to return to the past
What was a thought
Initial thoughts turned into a harmful influence
is now infection
An infection of desire in the heart
Of my yearning corinary tract
Affecting the emotional arteries of longing
The simplest of questions
Suggesting that simple questions may reveal harsh truths
May invite the harshest truths
Truths that are of no practical use
Information which I have no use
The inclination towards self-destruction
But self-destruction
A growing lack of faith or trust
Having faith is escalating
Faith deteriorating while being unprepared or careless
With your shoes untied
A risky situation, being vulnerable
I might have died,
A sense of emotional death or numbness
but I'm already dead inside
Feeling already emotionally dead inside
Trapped within the scaffolding
Feeling confined within unfulfilled aspirations
of all I won't achieve
All the things one won't accomplish
My mind a prison
Mentally imprisoned, unable to break free
I will never leave,
A commitment to failure, no escape
I touch my failure
Acknowledging personal shortcomings
I'll never have a daughter
Regret about not having a daughter
and I'll never fall in love
Avoidance of falling in love
I'll never have a daughter
Repetition of the desire for a daughter
and I'll never fall in love
Reiteration of avoiding romantic entanglements
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