Lyrics
Last night was a bit of a mess now
Last night's events were chaotic.
Tonight i'm a little bit depressed now
The current night finds the speaker feeling a bit down.
I got a little bit fucked I confess now
The speaker admits to getting intoxicated.
Vodka shots going straight through my chest now
Intense effects of vodka shots are felt physically.
I've had it up to here with these people
The speaker is frustrated with people around them.
Telling me to be quiet, why you dead for?
Questioning others' judgments about being quiet.
I was sitting on the floor with my five mates
Describing a scene of sitting on the floor with friends.
Why do you think that you're special?
Challenging someone's perceived specialness.
Thing is when i'm lonely and sober I just sit and think
Loneliness prompts reflective thinking when sober.
So why not do that and forget it with a couple drinks
Suggesting coping with thoughts through drinking.
I'm getting drunk by myself
Expressing the act of getting drunk alone.
Cause I don't care 'bout my health
Indifference towards personal health.
My face is numb and I can't think
Describing the numbing effect of alcohol on the face.
Stare at the mirror, spit in the sink
Engaging in self-reflection while looking in the mirror.
I'm getting drunk by myself
Reiteration of getting intoxicated alone.
Last year I shaved off my hair cause it felt right
Recalling a past decision to shave off hair.
Didn't think it would itch for the whole time
Unexpected consequences of the hair removal.
I haven't got it cut since it's a nuisance
Not getting hair cut due to inconvenience.
But change has come from the beats i'm producing
Positive change attributed to music production.
I'm feeling better on my own, fully self-controlled
Feeling improved and in control when alone.
No one round to push my clock hands
No external influences affecting the speaker.
Only under the influence of whatever I want
Exercising freedom under the influence of substances.
It's just me, you'd think it's a rock band
Solo experience compared to a rock band.
Thing is when i'm lonely and sober I just sit and think
Reiteration of sober loneliness leading to reflection.
So why not do that and forget it with a couple drinks
Proposing the use of alcohol to cope with thoughts.
I'm getting drunk by myself
Repeating the theme of getting drunk alone.
Cause I don't care 'bout my health
Reiterating indifference towards personal health.
My face is numb and I can't think
Describing the numbing effect of alcohol on the face.
Stare at the mirror, spit in the sink
Engaging in self-reflection while looking in the mirror.
I'm getting drunk by myself
Reiteration of getting intoxicated alone.
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