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I've been looking, I've been looking everywhere
I have been actively searching or seeking something in various places.
I've been searching, I've been searching through the night
Continuing the search, possibly during the nighttime.
Every single day everything was lost
Every day, I experienced a sense of loss or emptiness.
My self-esteem is low and that's the cost
My self-worth is diminished, and there are consequences for that.
The time is ticking, I'm the living bomb
Time is passing, and I feel like a ticking time bomb.
I'm gonna blow up watch it all dissolve
Expressing a desire for a dramatic change or release, possibly from internal struggles.
I'm gonna show you that I never cared even though I took us out of here
Despite taking actions that led us away, I want to convey that I never really cared.
I've been looking, I've been looking everywhere
Reiteration of actively searching or seeking.
Saying fuck the world but fuck the world was always there
Rejecting societal norms and expressing a sense of indifference towards the world.
Now I look around I see that no one ever cared
Observing that no one seemed to care, leading to a realization.
Gotta go up on my own watch as my haters stare
Embracing independence despite the disapproval or negative attention from others.
I've been looking, I've been looking everywhere
Reiteration of actively searching or seeking.
I've been searching, I've been searching through the night
Continuing the search, possibly during the nighttime.
See this paper it is all my wrongs
A symbolic representation of mistakes or regrets documented on paper.
The times are changing so is what I thought
Acknowledging that perceptions and beliefs are changing over time.
My mind is stuck inside of disarray, every time I get out of my cage
Feeling mentally trapped or confused, with recurring struggles to break free.
The devil grabs me right up by the hand and tells me this is in the plan
An internal conflict where negative influences are perceived as part of a predetermined plan.
I've been looking, I've been looking everywhere
Reiteration of actively searching or seeking.
I've been searching, I've been searching through the night
Continuing the search, possibly during the nighttime.
Every single day everything was lost
Every day, I experienced a sense of loss or emptiness.
My self-esteem is low and that's the cost
My self-worth is diminished, and there are consequences for that.
The time is ticking, I'm the living bomb
Time is passing, and I feel like a ticking time bomb.
I'm gonna blow up watch it all dissolve
Expressing a desire for a dramatic change or release, possibly from internal struggles.
I'm gonna show you that I never cared even though I took us out of here
Despite taking actions that led us away, I want to convey that I never really cared.
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