Lyrics
i just came clean
I have confessed my feelings or shared something personal.
i bought you ice cream
I've expressed my affection by buying you ice cream.
told you everything
I've been open and honest with you, revealing everything.
it was nice, really
The experience was pleasant, genuinely nice.
until you made a fucking mess of me
Things took a negative turn when you caused chaos or emotional turmoil.
you realized you'd lost me
You realized you lost me, suggesting a realization of a failed connection.
then you lost it
You responded by losing control of the situation emotionally.
and you showed me who you really are
Your true nature was revealed during this difficult moment.
and i'm still scared
I am still afraid after the events that transpired.
still crying
I am still in a state of sadness, possibly due to the emotional fallout.
i'm still dying inside
I feel an internal pain and struggle that continues.
and i'll never be as good as i want to be
I acknowledge that I may not reach the level of excellence I desire.
never be the one you want me to be
I won't meet the expectations you have for me.
and i never understood what you see in
I've never fully grasped what qualities you find appealing in me.
me
There's a sense of self-doubt or confusion about self-worth.
but i'll never regret going all in
Despite uncertainties, I don't regret giving my all in the relationship.
cause i'm just
Expressing a feeling of being just, possibly emphasizing loneliness.
i'm so alone
Emphasizing a state of solitude and isolation.
i'm so alone
Repeating the sense of being alone for emphasis.
drinking to forget my problems
Coping with problems through the act of drinking to forget.
but there is just to many of them
Highlighting the overwhelming nature of the problems faced.
i'm so alone
Reiteration of feeling alone and isolated.
i'm so alone
Emphasizing the persistent sense of solitude.
drinking to forget my problems
Continuing the coping mechanism of drinking to forget problems.
but there is just to many of them
Reiterating the overwhelming nature of the problems faced.
and i buy cool clothes
I invest in trendy clothing, possibly as a form of self-improvement.
and i try cool boys on
Experimenting with relationships or personas, yet finding no fulfillment.
but nothing matters
No external efforts bring satisfaction or meaning except for you.
but you
Despite challenges, you remain the focal point of significance in my life.
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