Nylon Smile
Seeking Redemption in Unspoken Words
Lyrics
I'd like to laugh at what you said
I find it difficult to laugh at your statement
But I just can't find a smile
Despite the desire, I can't force a smile
I wonder why you can't
I'm curious about the reason behind your inability to smile
I struggle with myself
I'm in internal conflict or turmoil
Hopping I might change a little
Hoping that I can undergo some positive change
Hopping that I might be
Aspiring to be something different or better
Someone I wanna be
Desiring to become a person I truly want to be
Looking out I wanna know someone might care
Seeking assurance that someone cares about me
Looking out I want a reason to be there
Yearning for a meaningful reason to exist
'Cause I don't know what I've do to deserve you
Expressing uncertainty about deserving the person addressed
And I don't know what I'll do, without you
Fearing the unknown consequences of being without the person
Looking out I want to know some way might clear
Searching for a way to clear some uncertainties or doubts
Looking out I want a reason to repair
Desiring a compelling reason to mend or restore something
'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
Reiterating uncertainty about deserving the addressed person
And I don't know what I'll do without you
Reiterating the fear of the unknown consequences without the person
I can't see nothing good
Expressing a difficulty in seeing anything positive
And nothing is so bad
Stating that nothing is exceptionally bad either
I've never had the chance to explain
Reflecting on the missed opportunities to clarify intentions
Exactly what I meant
Expressing a desire to explain exactly what was meant
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