Lyrics
Sometimes I feel I'm going insane
Sometimes, the speaker feels like their mental state is deteriorating.
I just wanna scream get the fuck out my face
The speaker expresses a desire to vent frustration and be left alone.
I just wanna try and remember these days
They want to cherish and recall the present moments, but it's challenging due to being high.
But it's so hard and I'm high anyways
Despite the difficulty, the speaker remains intoxicated, possibly to cope with challenges.
Sometimes I feel I'm going insane
Repetition of feeling like they are losing their sanity.
I just wanna scream get the fuck out my face
Reiteration of the desire to express frustration and seek solitude.
I just wanna try and remember these days
Repeating the wish to remember and appreciate the current phase of life.
But it's so hard and I'm high anyways
Despite the struggles, the speaker remains under the influence of substances.
Might give it a shot
The speaker contemplates taking a chance or opportunity.
Might not have another shot again
A sense of uncertainty about getting another opportunity.
Got a lot of shit
The speaker has a lot on their mind, possibly burdens or responsibilities.
But this shawty always in my brain
Someone important (shawty) is always on their mind.
God I drink a lot
The speaker acknowledges excessive drinking.
Tell me when I get addicted
Questions whether they are becoming addicted to the behavior.
Tell me when I need to stop
The speaker seeks guidance on when to stop.
Can't say when I got conflicted
Admits to internal conflicts and confusion.
Can you get addicted to your medicine
Raises the question of becoming addicted to medication.
And if you can is it a bad thing
Reflects on the potential negative implications of addiction.
I say you out then you better start packing
If someone is problematic, it's suggested they should leave.
I say a lot but I never stop thinking
The speaker is vocal but persistent in their thoughts.
I'm another diamond now
The speaker sees themselves as a valuable and rare entity.
Shining through the ceiling
Metaphorically shining, but the reality may differ from their beliefs.
Anyway that's what I believe in
The speaker expresses a discrepancy between belief and reality.
But it's not what I be really living
Despite appearances, the speaker feels they are not truly living their beliefs.
It's still dark but you are leaving
A sense of darkness and departure despite personal efforts.
Don't say shit you don't believe in me
Caution against insincere speech, urging authenticity.
Cause yall fake hoes fake friends leaving me
Expressing disappointment with fake individuals and friends.
I been through this shit believe me yuh
Asserting personal experience with such situations.
And if you ever wanna see me again
If someone wishes to reconnect, they shouldn't claim past friendship insincerely.
Don't you dare to say that you were a friend
The speaker won't allow themselves to be deceived and misled.
I won't let myself step out of my way
A commitment to self-preservation and not deviating from one's path.
And yall fakies are free to fly away
Indifference to insincere individuals, giving them the freedom to leave.
Sometimes I feel I'm going insane
Reiterating the theme of feeling mentally unstable.
I just wanna scream get the fuck out my face
Repetition of the desire to express frustration and seek solitude.
I just wanna try and remember these days
Repeating the wish to remember and appreciate the current phase of life.
But it's so hard and I'm high anyways
Despite the struggles, the speaker remains under the influence of substances.
Sometimes I feel I'm going insane
Reiterating the theme of feeling mentally unstable.
I just wanna scream get the fuck out my face
Repetition of the desire to express frustration and seek solitude.
I just wanna try and remember these days
Repeating the wish to remember and appreciate the current phase of life.
But it's so hard and I'm high anyways
Despite the difficulty, the speaker remains intoxicated, possibly to cope with challenges.
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