Lyrics
The sun is shining, I'm in love
The speaker is expressing happiness as the sun is shining, and they are in love.
Everybody's jealous of the one I got
Others are envious of the speaker's romantic relationship.
I am lucky to be here and to be young
The speaker feels fortunate to be alive and young.
Two long years since I had a good cry
The speaker hasn't cried for a long time, possibly indicating a lack of emotional release.
Do you wonder how I feel inside?
The speaker questions if others are curious about their internal feelings.
Is this everything you dreamed of?
Asking if the current situation aligns with one's dreams or expectations.
From my desert, try to drink
The speaker metaphorically refers to their emotional state as a desert, trying to find solace.
But my emotions run dry
Despite efforts, the speaker's emotions seem depleted or unresponsive.
Am I afraid to over think
Questioning if fear prevents overthinking and understanding the root cause of emotions.
The reason why
Wondering about the reason behind emotions.
Am I happy?
Pondering if the speaker is genuinely happy.
Not at all
The speaker denies being happy at all.
'Cause my fire's growing cold
Expressing that the speaker's passion or enthusiasm is diminishing.
But I know it's not my fault
The speaker acknowledges their declining passion but asserts it's not their fault.
The sun is shining, I'm in love
Reiteration of the positive feelings from the beginning.
Something's changing up above
Suggesting a change or shift in the atmosphere or circumstances.
I'm still lucky to be here and to be young
The speaker still considers themselves fortunate despite changes.
All this time and I forgot
The speaker realizes they forgot the importance of honesty over time.
That honesty is all we've got
Stressing the value of honesty as a significant aspect of life.
And it only comes when falling stops
Honesty is mentioned as something that surfaces when difficulties or challenges cease.
From my desert, try to drink
Repetition of the desert metaphor and the struggle to find emotional satisfaction.
But my emotions run dry
Despite efforts, emotions remain unresponsive.
Will I ruin everything
Concerns about potential consequences if the speaker reveals their emotions.
If I say why
Questioning whether expressing emotions openly will lead to negative outcomes.
Am I happy?
Pondering if the speaker is genuinely happy (repeated).
Not at all
The speaker reiterates their lack of happiness.
'Cause my fire's growing cold
Expressing the cooling or fading of the speaker's passion.
But I know it's not my fault
The speaker reasserts that their diminishing passion is not their fault.
I'm so sorry to waste your time
An apology for potentially wasting someone else's time.
I really thought that we'd be fine
Regret about misjudging the course of the relationship.
But I'm not in love at all
The speaker admits not being in love despite earlier indications.
Am I givin' up?
Pondering whether the speaker is giving up on something.
Not at all
Denying giving up on the situation.
Givin' in to what I can't control
Accepting things that are beyond the speaker's control.
Am I givin' up?
Repeating the denial of giving up.
Not at all
Reiteration of not giving up on the situation.
Am I givin' up?
Continued denial of giving up.
Not at all
Continued denial of giving up (repeated).
I'm givin' in
Transitioning from denial to acceptance or surrender.
Am I givin' up?
Repeating the denial of giving up (repeated).
Not at all
Reiteration of not giving up on the situation.
Am I happy?
Returning to the question of the speaker's happiness and reiterating the lack thereof.
Not at all
Reaffirming the speaker's unhappiness.
'Cause my fire's growing cold
Reiterating the fading passion without blaming the speaker.
But I know it's not my fault
Acknowledging that the fading passion is not the speaker's fault.
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