Alone
Yearning for Solitude: Rajiv Dhall's Anthem of Escaping Pretense
Lyrics
I hate awkward conversation
I dislike uncomfortable conversations.
Getting drunk with strangers
Engaging in drinking sessions with unfamiliar people.
Faking like we’re friends
Pretending to be friends when we're not.
But hope we never meet again
Desiring to avoid encountering each other again.
I just don’t have the patience
Implying a lack of patience for certain situations.
This shit makes me anxious
Such situations cause anxiety.
Leave and wonder why
Leaving and questioning the reason for attending.
I even went
Regretting the decision to participate.
I am not your boy we ain’t never met
Clarifying that there is no pre-existing relationship.
Say you hit me with a text I ain't get it yet
Not receiving a text message that was supposedly sent.
Out here smoking on a joint like a cigarette
Smoking a joint like a cigarette, possibly to cope.
Got me feeling paranoid messing with my head yeah yeah
Paranoia and confusion caused by external influences.
Fuck up her Chanel with a blood stain
Damaging luxury items (Chanel) with a blood stain.
Dripping on herself from the cocaine
Stumbling due to the effects of cocaine.
I can’t be myself barely know your name
Unable to be genuine due to limited knowledge of the other person.
I be overwhelmed got a walk away
Feeling overwhelmed and needing to distance oneself.
I just wanna be alone yeah yeah yeah
Expressing a strong desire to be alone.
I just wanna be alone yeah yeah
Reiterating the desire to be alone.
Got me turning off my phone yeah yeah yeah
Taking the step of turning off the phone to achieve solitude.
I just wanna be alone
Emphasizing the wish to be left alone.
I just wanna be alone
Repeating the desire for solitude.
I hate dealing with the pressure
Disliking the stress and pressure of certain situations.
Putting in the effort
Putting effort into situations that are not enjoyable.
Smiling just for likes
Forcing a smile for the sake of social media approval.
With someone I don’t even like
Pretending to be happy with someone disliked.
Share misery together
Sharing misery with others as a form of connection.
Drink until it’s better
Using alcohol as a coping mechanism for troubles.
Because we’re terrified of what’s inside
Drinking to escape inner fears and anxieties.
I am not your boy we ain’t never met
Reiterating the lack of a pre-existing relationship.
Say you hit me with a text I ain't get it yet
Highlighting the failure to receive a text message.
Out here smoking on a joint like a cigarette
Continuing to cope by smoking a joint.
Got me feeling paranoid messing with my head yeah yeah
Experiencing paranoia and mental disturbance.
Fuck up her Chanel with a blood stain
Damaging luxury items (Chanel) with a blood stain.
Dripping on herself from the cocaine
Experiencing negative effects from cocaine use.
I can’t be myself barely know your name
Struggling to be authentic due to limited knowledge.
I be overwhelmed got a walk away
Feeling overwhelmed and needing to distance oneself.
I just wanna be alone yeah yeah yeah
Expressing a strong desire to be alone.
I just wanna be alone yeah yeah
Reiterating the desire to be alone.
Got me turning off my phone yeah yeah yeah
Taking the step of turning off the phone to achieve solitude.
I just wanna be alone
Emphasizing the wish to be left alone.
I just wanna be alone
Repeating the desire for solitude.
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