I've Never Met Glen
Journey through Shadows: Unveiling Life's Twists in Rawdog Evans' Melody
Lyrics
Driving through a tunnel I'm holding my breath
Expressing a sense of anticipation or anxiety while driving through a tunnel.
The only wish is I'll pass out and get killed in the wreck
Desiring a fatal accident during the drive, suggesting a troubled state of mind.
I can't believe that I forgot who you were before all this
Reflecting on forgetting someone's identity before current circumstances.
But I remember you now, we're hanging out it's like were BFFs
Realizing and acknowledging the person now, enjoying a close friendship.
But just like John I know I can outsmart you
Claiming superiority over the person, comparing oneself to someone named John.
See that wish could never come true
Recognizing the impossibility of the earlier mentioned fatal wish.
Because if I pass out then I'll automatically take a breath
Explaining the contradiction in the wish due to the involuntary nature of breathing.
And if I crash then my wish will be granted
Linking a crash to the wish fulfillment, introducing a dark turn.
Without the prerequisites of my wish being met
Highlighting the wish coming true without meeting its conditions, suggesting unpredictability.
I get to the bottom of Glen Onoko
Moving to Glen Onoko, introducing a location change.
I rip my pen for ten minutes or so
Engaging in a creative activity (ripping pen) during a reflective moment.
Then start walking up the hill
Starting a physical ascent, a metaphor for personal growth or challenge.
It's my third time here first time alone
Being alone on the third visit, facing potential criticism but ignoring it.
I quickly get dark you say I should have stayed at home
Encountering darkness, facing disapproval for the journey.
But fuck you I keep walking up the hill
Defiantly continuing the uphill walk despite negative opinions.
Well I can't believe this hike only takes 20 minutes
Expressing surprise at the short duration of the hike.
I guess two puppies can delay your finish
Blaming a delay on two puppies, introducing a light-hearted element.
I get darker and hit my pen again and again and again and again
Continuing the creative activity in the dark, possibly coping with challenges.
Sometimes I gotta hike to the top of a waterfall
Describing a need to climb a waterfall for a symbolic purpose.
To prove to you that I wont jump off
Rejecting the idea of self-harm despite challenges, finding strength in the beautiful view.
Cause the view is so beautiful
Recalling a long-standing tradition of facing challenges together.
We've been doing this since we were 16
Referencing shared experiences since the age of 16.
Up on the roof of the Marquis
Revisiting a specific location and activity from the past.
Throwing bottles at the moon
Describing a rebellious or carefree act from the past.
You say that I should just get high and die
Rejecting negative advice and asserting control over one's life.
Who asked you stay out of my life
Defending personal choices and boundaries against unwanted interference.
When in doubt I'll just get high and high
Choosing to cope with uncertainty by getting high, a possible escape or coping mechanism.
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