Lyrics
I've done things that nobody knows
I've engaged in actions or experiences that are kept secret from others.
And it's all because
These actions are the result of certain reasons or circumstances.
I've done things that nobody knows
Reiteration of undisclosed actions and their consequential nature.
And it's all because
Reiteration of the cause-and-effect relationship of the undisclosed actions.
Could have been a better man
Expressing a regret about not being a better person.
But I don't think I ever can
Expressing doubt about the possibility of personal improvement.
Never really thought I could
Never believed in the potential for positive change.
Never really thought I should
Never felt a moral obligation to improve.
But I wish to
Expressing a desire for change despite past behavior.
But I wish to
Reiteration of the desire for change.
Oh
An exclamation expressing emotional intensity.
Because I've been drinking way to long
Due to prolonged alcohol consumption.
Half my fucking livers gone
Significant damage to the liver due to excessive drinking.
Faded I can't see the sun
Being in a state of intoxication, unable to perceive reality.
Faded in oblivion
Lost in a state of forgetfulness or unawareness.
I can't feel you
Feeling emotionally detached or unable to connect with someone.
I can't feel you
Reiteration of emotional numbness or disconnection.
I've done things that nobody knows
Reiteration of undisclosed actions and their consequential nature.
And it's all because
Reiteration of the cause-and-effect relationship of the undisclosed actions.
I've done things that nobody knows
Repetition of the secretive actions and their consequences.
And it's all because
Restating the cause-and-effect relationship of the undisclosed actions.
I've been rejected it's getting to me
Feeling emotionally hurt due to repeated rejection.
God knows I'm a loser it's like I can't see
Acknowledging personal struggles and self-perceived failure.
Time after time I just relapse and fall
Recurring relapses and failures despite efforts to abstain.
The stuff you can't smell or line up on your phone
Reference to substances that are typically consumed discreetly or illicitly.
Always the same when I wake everyday
Highlighting the monotony of experiencing pain every day.
Pain in my chest and it won't go away
Physical discomfort, possibly symbolizing emotional pain.
Faded for years and it's fucked with my brain
Long-term impact of substance use on mental health.
I'm not okay
Expressing a state of emotional distress or unease.
I've done things that nobody knows
Reiteration of undisclosed actions and their consequential nature.
And it's all because
Reiteration of the cause-and-effect relationship of the undisclosed actions.
I've done things that nobody knows
Repetition of the secretive actions and their consequences.
And it's all because
Restating the cause-and-effect relationship of the undisclosed actions.
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