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Someone says a joke, and it's funny so I laugh, but I didn't feel it
Reacting outwardly positively to a joke, but internally not experiencing genuine amusement.
My ex hit me up so I cried but I didn't mean it
Receiving a message from an ex, leading to genuine sadness even if it was not intentional.
And I think that I kinda like this not really feeling
Expressing ambivalence towards a new emotional state, possibly due to past experiences.
Antis got me some type of way
Feeling affected by something called "Antis" in a significant and undefined way.
I'm floating up in space
Metaphorically feeling detached and weightless, possibly due to emotional experiences.
Nobody's real this way
Perceiving a lack of authenticity or genuineness in relationships or interactions.
I might be not okay
Acknowledging personal struggles and potential emotional distress.
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
Finding relief or altered feelings through the use of medication.
Now it's been a while since I tried to let out all the pain through bleeding
Reflecting on attempts to cope with pain through self-harm or release of emotions.
Think this is a first, a full night of me truly sleeping
Noteworthy mention of achieving a full night of sleep, perhaps indicating progress or change.
Yeah I miss the highs, but I'm scared to feel all my feelings
Expressing a longing for positive experiences while fearing the accompanying emotions.
Antis got to go some day
Expressing a desire for relief from the influence or impact of "Antis."
I'm floating up in space
Continuing the theme of feeling detached and weightless in a metaphorical sense.
Nobody's real this way
Reiterating a perception of a lack of authenticity or genuineness in relationships or interactions.
I might be not okay
Acknowledging personal struggles and potential emotional distress.
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
Finding relief or altered feelings through the use of medication.
I'm hoping with therapy
Expressing hope for improvement through therapy to address internal conflicts.
My mind will stop hating me
Acknowledging internal struggles and a desire for self-acceptance.
I might be fine one day
Expressing optimism about the possibility of being fine in the future.
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
Reiterating the use of medication for emotional relief, despite potential progress.
No it doesn't feel that way, it doesn't feel that way
Emphasizing that the current emotional state doesn't align with the desired or expected outcome.
It doesn't feel that way, No it doesn't feel that way
Repetition of the sentiment that the current emotional state is not as expected.
I'm floating up in space
Metaphorically feeling detached and weightless, possibly due to emotional experiences.
Nobody's real this way
Perceiving a lack of authenticity or genuineness in relationships or interactions.
I might be not okay
Acknowledging personal struggles and potential emotional distress.
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
Finding relief or altered feelings through the use of medication.
I'm hoping with therapy
Expressing hope for improvement through therapy to address internal conflicts.
My mind will stop hating me
Acknowledging internal struggles and a desire for self-acceptance.
I might be fine one day
Expressing optimism about the possibility of being fine in the future.
But it doesn't feel that way when I medicate
Reiterating the use of medication for emotional relief, despite potential progress.
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