Lyrics
im not wanted yeah, we're toxic, fair
Feeling unwanted and recognizing the toxic nature of the relationship; acknowledging the situation as fair.
im stuck down here no eyes to see the sun
Feeling trapped and unable to experience positivity or growth.
cus you don't care, the devil stares
Perceiving indifference from the partner, likening their behavior to the gaze of the devil.
well that's just me, he breaks free when im shy
Expressing a personal tendency to break free or reveal oneself when feeling shy or reserved.
this love is dead, you know it yeah
Asserting that the love in the relationship is lifeless or devoid of emotion.
my wrists they bleed black ink to block the light
Metaphorically describing emotional pain and anguish through the imagery of bleeding wrists blocking out positivity.
the darkness stares it beckons yeah
Highlighting the pull of darkness, symbolizing a desire to succumb to it and end life to escape suffering.
to end my life so I can touch the sky
Expressing a longing to end life as a means to transcend the pain and reach a better place beyond.
im not wanted im not needed
Reiterating the feeling of not being desired or required in the relationship.
I know that's the truth when you block out my sight
Acknowledging the reality of being ignored or blocked out emotionally by the partner.
I don't get it, so just say it
Expressing confusion and a desire for clarity in understanding the partner's true feelings.
that you found love in someone else’s eyes
Suggesting that the partner has found love or affection elsewhere, outside of the relationship.
im disgusting, yeah believe it
Internalizing a feeling of self-disgust or worthlessness as perceived by the partner.
that once im gone yeah I am gone for good
Believing that once absent, there will be no return, indicating finality or irreversibility.
cus im stunted, I don't want it
Expressing a sense of personal stagnation and a lack of desire for the situation or relationship.
the love you gave to me makes me alone
Feeling isolated or alone despite the love received from the partner, indicating it makes the person feel lonely.
It was never love you gave to me, your options open
Claiming that the love received was never genuine or true, suggesting the partner kept other options open.
take advantage, treat me like I caused the damage, hold on
Feeling taken advantage of, blamed for causing harm, and being held responsible for the relationship's damage.
I can never, see the light out, you eclipsed me from who I could become
Expressing an inability to see a positive future due to the partner's overshadowing influence.
then you consumed, every moment, then you turned to run you’re a loaded gun
Depicting the partner as unpredictable and dangerous, likening them to a loaded gun ready to leave after consuming every moment together.
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