Lyrics
the way you stare it burns
The intense gaze from someone is emotionally painful.
what's left of me I never learn
The speaker fails to learn from past experiences and regrets what remains of themselves.
hells jaws below consume
A metaphorical description of a deep, consuming negativity or anguish.
the way you smile makes me return
The person's smile has a magnetic effect, drawing the speaker back.
yeah call me a waste of space
Being dismissed as worthless or insignificant.
Yeah say im not worth your time
Feeling undervalued and unimportant to others.
yeah hiding behind a lie
Engaging in deception to protect oneself.
watch my mental state decline
Anxiety and stress negatively impact the speaker's mental well-being.
yeah watch as I withdraw
Witnessing a personal retreat or withdrawal from others.
tell me how do I repair a broken core
Seeking guidance on repairing a damaged inner self or emotional core.
I try to explain but you ignore
Frustration at attempts to communicate being ignored.
I fall further than before
Experiencing a deeper decline or setback than before.
yeah crumbling on myself
A metaphor for a personal breakdown or collapse.
thought I could trust someone again
The belief in trusting someone again shattered.
no, it's a lie yeah you were right
Admitting to a falsehood and acknowledging someone else's correctness.
suicide will fix my head
An extreme thought that suicide might alleviate mental distress.
no im not fine take some more drugs
Denial of well-being, resorting to substance abuse for escape.
didnt think id be alone
Unexpected loneliness and the realization of being alone.
inside are breaking everything is shaking
An internal emotional turmoil causing external disruption.
everyone I loved is gone
Loss of loved ones, possibly metaphorical or literal.
saying you care, but you just share all your moments yeah with him
Perceived insincerity in expressions of care, involving someone else.
breaking apart, wish on a star didnt think I'd lose a friend
Experiencing a personal breakdown, losing a friend unexpectedly.
you want to go behind my back and break my trust again and again
Repetition of betrayal, eroding trust repeatedly.
didnt think I'd lose my hope in being alive but now I wish for death
Loss of hope in life, wishing for death as an escape.
isn't it crazy how you can put everything into someone you love
Reflecting on the intensity of investing in a loved one, despite knowing it may not be reciprocated.
but you know that you're never enough, numbing the pain out with the drugs
Acknowledging inadequacy, using substances to numb emotional pain.
watch the skin start to peel and flake, the person I love is the one I hate
Physical and emotional deterioration, with conflicting feelings toward a loved one.
I should of crossed off I shouldn't let you in, I know that was just a mistake
Regretting a decision to allow someone into one's life.
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