Vices
RobbyHeckMusic's Vices: Battling Inner Demons through Music
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Feeling so clueless, pursuing this music
Feeling uncertain, while dedicated to pursuing a career in music
Fusing the message in the lines can be confusing
Merging the intended message within lyrics can be perplexing or challenging
I don't wanna lose it
Not wanting to lose the passion for music
Trying to rhyme in time makes me wanna lose it
Struggling with the pressure to rhyme perfectly
Question why I would pursue this
Questioning the reasons behind pursuing music
Fueling fire inside of me
Stoking a passion or drive inside
People they eyeing me
Others are observing or watching
Thinking they sizing me up to the ceiling
Feeling judged or evaluated by others
Rage, that I'm feeling all these decisions to break the bones of all my demons
Anger at facing tough choices and battling personal struggles
Hatred in heart, for no good reason
Having unwarranted hatred or negativity
Honestly, this vice has got its grip on me
The addictive nature of a destructive habit or behavior
Anxiety, feeling my chest sobriety is what I need
Struggling with anxiety, seeking sobriety as a solution
My flesh is smothering
Feeling suffocated by personal issues
I need your blessing and your covering
Seeking support and protection from external sources
I let my tongue get way too loose
Speaking without control or discretion
Too much rope I made a noose
Creating problems or difficulties for oneself
Burning bridges before they ever had a beginning
Destroying potential relationships or opportunities prematurely
Need to live my life like I'm forgiven
Aspiring to live a life free from past mistakes
Feeling so useless, pursuing this music
Feeling inadequate while pursuing music
Fusing the message between the lines can be confusing
The complexity of embedding the intended message within the lyrics
I don't wanna lose it
Fearing the loss of passion or drive
Trying not to blur the lines
Attempting to maintain clarity or boundaries
Examine my motives
Evaluating personal reasons or intentions
All the words have chosen emotion
Words chosen based on emotional connection
Answering these questions have got me confessing
Responding to introspective questions, leading to confessions
Am I learning my lessons, counting my blessings
Reflecting on life lessons and acknowledging blessings
All of this stressing All these decisions to break the bones of all my demons
Feeling overwhelmed by the weight of difficult decisions
Fear torn apart, To bring forth healing
Breaking free from fear to find healing
Honestly, what loss will I be suffering
Concern about potential losses due to personal choices
My offering, falling down to my knees
Offering oneself humbly
My flesh is smothering
Feeling suffocated by personal issues (repeated)
I need your blessing and your covering
Seeking support and protection (repeated)
Beholden to what I hold close
Committed or devoted to what is held dear
These vices I must refuse
Determined to reject personal vices
Burning bridges to that old ways of living
Ending connections with previous destructive habits
So I can live my life like I'm forgiven
Striving to live a redeemed life
Feeling so ruthless, pursuing this music
Feeling ruthless or harsh in the pursuit of music
Fusing the message between the lines a perfect union
Successfully merging the intended message within lyrics
I don't wanna lose it
Resisting the potential loss of passion or drive
I am refusing
Choosing not to give in
No, I ain't folding
Refusing to yield or surrender
Beholden to what I hold close
Committed or devoted to what is held dear (repeated)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Repeated affirmation of not falling or giving in
No, I ain't falling
-No
-No, no, no, no
-No, I ain't falling
-No, I ain't falling
-No
-No, I ain't falling
-No, no
-No, no, no, no
Continuation of the affirmation to not give in or fall
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