Lyrics
What if I stopped
Contemplating the idea of stopping a facade
Pretending that I would not care
Acknowledging a lack of concern
That they're having fun right now while
Noting others' enjoyment while feeling isolated
I'm just sitting here
Expressing loneliness and inactivity
Wish that I could have a friend
Desiring a genuine friend
With whom I'm not afraid to spend
Seeking companionship without fear
Some time and
Wishing to spend time with someone
Leave this world behind
Yearning to escape the current situation
Dear Bully, you can break my brain apart
Addressing a bully and potential harm to mental well-being
Wish I had ended it at the start
Regretting not ending something earlier
Anxiety knocked him out of my life
Anxiety affecting relationships
And I'm afraid not to survive
Fearing the consequences of not surviving
I imagined us
Imagining a positive future with the bully
Up in the sky
Metaphorically envisioning an elevated state
But behind each promise is a lie
Recognizing deception behind promises
Why can't I stop
Questioning difficulty in maintaining love
Turning love to awkward smiles
Reflecting on turning love into awkwardness
But why am I complaining I should
Acknowledging complaints but considering enjoyment
Just enjoy my life
Suggesting the transient nature of life
It's like a painting in the rain
Comparing life to a painting in the rain
Dry it, but it never looks the same
Expressing the difficulty of restoring something lost
Again and
Emphasizing the permanence of certain situations
You can't make a change
Highlighting the challenge of making a change
Dear Bully, you can break my brain apart
Reiterating the impact of bullying on mental well-being
At least that would ease the pain for my heart
Expressing a desire for relief through mental break
Anxiety knocked him out of my life
Linking anxiety to the fear of not surviving
I wish that I could just survive
Expressing a longing for survival
And the best years of my life
Reflecting on the passage of time
Look how they've been spent
Regretting how the best years were spent
I've had chances for my dreams
Noting missed opportunities for dreams
But I just wasted them
Admitting to wasting chances
Dear Bully, please just break my brain apart
Pleading for a break from mental distress
Why did I ever fall for love?
Questioning the choice to fall in love
By myself, I knocked them all out of my life
Accepting responsibility for relationships lost
And maybe I do not want to survive
Expressing a lack of desire to survive
So, now I can see
Gaining clarity on friends leaving
Why all my friends leave
Attributing departures to perceived inadequacy
Cause there's always someone better than me
Recognizing the presence of perceived competition
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