CHAOS
Navigating Turmoil: Exploring Inner Chaos Through RUBY STATE's 'CHAOS'
Lyrics
I flushed it all down the toilet
I discarded everything without consideration or care
Any kind of self-love or respect
I've let go of any form of self-love or self-respect
Now my apartment is flooded
As a consequence, my living space is overwhelmed or ruined
And there is chaos in my head
My mind is in a state of disorder and confusion
If I could peak behind the fence
If I could gain insight into something private or hidden
Increase the slightest of a chance
Improve even the slightest possibility
To see, see it all through
To understand or comprehend everything
But there is chaos in my head
Despite efforts, my mind remains chaotic
I just wanna lay in bed
I just want to stay in bed
Turn off the internet
Disconnect from the online world
Neglect my needs and all the rest
Ignore my own needs and everything else
I don't wanna compete no more, I don't wanna compete no more
I no longer want to engage in competition
I don't wanna feel regret
I don't want to experience remorse
The minute I forget
The moment I forget, I want to move on
Get the fuck out of my head
Get rid of intrusive thoughts
I don't wanna compete no more, I don't wanna compete no more
I no longer want to engage in competition
Maybe tomorrow will be better
Hopeful that tomorrow will be better
I tell myself so I won't get sad (won't get sad)
I reassure myself to avoid sadness
Can't find my way out of the clutter
Unable to find a way out of confusion or disorder
'Cause there is chaos in my head
Because my mind is in a state of chaos
I'd be the happiest of all
I would be extremely happy
If I felt bigger not so small (so small)
If I felt more significant and less insignificant
I lost my touch, pull the plug
I lost my skill or ability, surrendering to chaos
There is chaos in my head (in my head)
My mind is filled with disorder and confusion
I just wanna lay in bed
I just want to stay in bed
Turn off the internet
Disconnect from the online world
Neglect my needs and all the rest
Ignore my own needs and everything else
I don't wanna compete no more, I don't wanna compete no more
I no longer want to engage in competition
I don't wanna feel regret
I don't want to experience remorse
The minute I forget
The moment I forget, I want to move on
Get the fuck out of my head
Get rid of intrusive thoughts
I don't wanna compete no more, I don't wanna compete no more
I no longer want to engage in competition
(Ha ah, ha ah, ha ah, ha ah ah)
(Vocalization indicating emotional intensity)
Yeah I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I prefer ignorance, I don't want to know
I just wanna lay in bed
I just want to stay in bed
Turn off the internet
Disconnect from the online world
Neglect my needs and all the rest
Ignore my own needs and everything else
I don't wanna compete no more, I don't wanna compete no more
I no longer want to engage in competition
I don't wanna know
I don't want to know
I don't wanna know (I don't wanna know)
-I don't wanna know
-Wanna know
I desire to remain in ignorance
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