Lyrics
I'm just takin a load off
I am taking a break and relaxing
And wastin time
Engaging in unproductive activities, passing time
Spendin all my days zonin out and gettin high
Spending my days in a daze, possibly through substance use
I'm just takin some time off
Taking a break from my regular life
From my life
Stepping away from my responsibilities
Takin it one day at a time and then forgettin why
Living day by day without a clear purpose
Maybe If I just get drunk one more time
Considering getting drunk again
Cuz that's the only time that I'm fine
Feeling fine only when intoxicated
I'm goin out of my mind
Experiencing a mental struggle
I'm out of my mind
In a state of confusion or distress
I'm forgettin all my plans
Forgetting and abandoning my plans
I threw em away
Discarding commitments or goals
Cuz baby I can't change what happened at the end of the day
Accepting the inability to change past events
So I'm lettin it go now
Letting go of the past to discover oneself
Just to find myself
Embracing independence and self-discovery
I gotta do this on my own I don't need your help
Rejecting assistance, preferring to face challenges alone
I'm turnin back then I'm hittin rewind
Reflecting on the past and revisiting memories
To a time alone and just fine
Nostalgic for a time when things were better
I'm goin out of my mind
Continuing to struggle mentally
I'm out of my mind
Still in a state of confusion or distress
Well I'm hittin the road now
Embarking on a journey, leaving behind the current situation
Burnin a trail
Moving forward determinedly
I'll go as many days as it takes to escape this hell
Willing to endure any hardship to escape difficulties
I can see my mistake now
Recognizing a mistake in hindsight
As clear as the day
Understanding the mistake clearly
I let it happen to quick and goin crazy is the price I pay
Regretting acting too hastily, facing the consequences
I'm tryin hard not to lose none of my pride
Struggling to maintain personal dignity
It ain't hard to see in my eyes
Obvious distress visible in the eyes
I'm goin out of my mind
Continuing mental distress
Out of my mind
Persisting in a confused or distressed state
Out of my mind
Repetition emphasizing the mental state
Out of my mind
Reiteration of being out of one's mind
Ooh out of my mind
Expressing the intensity of mental turmoil
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