The Vine
Breaking Free from Poisonous Vines: A Soul's Journey
Lyrics
I feel you look at me like I'm someone else
I sense that you perceive me as someone different
And if you feel that way I need to know now
If you indeed feel that way, I want to know now
You love when I blame myself
You find satisfaction when I blame myself
You're like a drug that's really bad for my health
You're like a harmful addiction affecting my well-being
I need to cut the vine you strangle me with
I must sever the metaphorical connection (vine) that is suffocating me
I smell the flowers but they're all poisonous
Although I perceive beauty, it turns out to be toxic
You call when you need my help
You reach out when you need assistance
Why do you act like everyone but yourself?
Why do you portray characteristics of others and not your true self?
Pleasure never comes without pain, you only miss the sun when it rains
Pleasure is accompanied by pain; appreciation comes with contrast
Maybe what I miss the most, never really was what I thought it was
What I miss the most may not have been what I believed it to be
I know I kind of fucked it up, don't we all sometimes?
Admitting to making mistakes, acknowledging human fallibility
When every night is never good as it was
Nights are no longer as enjoyable as they once were
It makes me wanna sleep and never wake up
The disillusionment leads to a desire to escape permanently
What happened to us my friend?
Reflecting on the deterioration of the relationship
I'm lying when I say I don't give a shit
Contrary to my words, I do care about what happened
We try all the time
We continuously make efforts
Maybe somewhere down the line we'll make it out of this
Possibly, in the future, we might overcome these challenges
I think we know how it goes
We understand the pattern of how things unfold
We're never leaving
We are bound and won't depart from each other
I'd do it all over again just to keep from feeling like this
I would repeat everything to avoid feeling this way
Maybe what I miss the most, never really was what I wanted
What I yearn for may not align with my true desires
I thought that I could give you up, I was wrong this time
Believing I could let go, I was mistaken this time
Maybe what I miss the most, never really was what I thought it was
Similar to line 12, reiterating a realization about misplaced desires
I know I kind of fucked it up, don't we all sometimes?
Acknowledging personal faults, a universal experience
Yeah It was such a heavy dose, but I know you felt like I did
Despite the intensity, there was a hope for mutual feelings
At least that's what I was hoping for
A plea to be reminded one last time
Remind me one last time
A request for a final recollection
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