Lyrics
You know that sinking feeling
You're familiar with the sinking feeling.
Everybody gets it
Everyone experiences this feeling.
You know that things are ending
Awareness that something is coming to an end.
I think it was a Monday
Recalling a specific day (Monday).
You were out and at a party
You were at a party, not paying attention to the narrator's stories.
Listening to all the stories but mine
Feeling neglected as your attention was elsewhere.
And maybe you just didn't like me that much
Suggesting a lack of mutual affection.
And that's ok but you could have handled it better
Saying it's fine if you didn't like the narrator, but handling it better was expected.
I sat in my room wondering where did I go wrong
The narrator reflects on where they went wrong.
I think it's funny that I never cried once
Despite the situation, the narrator didn't cry.
And don't you think it's crazy that I thought you were the one
Expressing surprise that the person was thought to be "the one."
Cause I was feeling really welcomed in
The narrator felt welcomed initially.
Thought you liked me
Believing the other person liked them.
Then I watched us turn to shit
Witnessing the relationship deteriorate.
Making me a little lovesick, babe
The failing relationship causes emotional distress.
But you still hurt me more than I'd ever hurt myself
The person hurt the narrator more than they could self-inflict.
Maybe I was just too in shock
Suspecting the narrator was in shock.
Didn't think you'd switch up
Not anticipating the person's change in behavior.
Sending me on a roller coaster ride
Feeling taken on an emotional roller coaster.
Looks like you were finding reasons
The person finding reasons to ignore their emotions.
To disregard your feelings
The person left emotional wounds untreated.
You left an open wound out to die
Highlighting the neglect of emotional wounds.
And maybe you just didn't like me that much
Reiterating a lack of mutual liking is acceptable, but better handling was expected.
That's okay but you could have handled it better
Observing rage building up.
I watch as my body slowly fills up with rage
The narrator finds it ironic that they never cried.
I think it's funny that I never cried once
Repeating the surprise at thinking the person was "the one."
And don't you think it's crazy that I thought you were the one
Feeling welcomed initially but watching the relationship deteriorate.
Cause I was feeling really welcomed in
Believing the other person liked them.
Thought you liked me
Witnessing the relationship deteriorate.
Then I watched us turn to shit
Experiencing lovesickness due to the failing relationship.
Making me a little lovesick, babe
The person hurt the narrator more than they could self-inflict.
But you still hurt me more than I'd ever hurt myself
Expressing a desire to close one's eyes and move on.
And I think I finally start to close my eyes
Closing the door on the person and their lies.
Close the door on you and all your fucking lies
Hoping to move on with life.
Hoping that I can move on with my life
Acknowledging the absence of tears shed.
And at least I know I never shed a tear
No longer mourning something that wasn't real.
I'm done mourning something that wasn't even real, real, real
Asserting that the emotional pain wasn't genuine.
I think it's funny that I never cried once
Reiterating the irony of never crying in the situation.
And don't you think it's crazy that I thought you were the one
Repeating the surprise at thinking the person was "the one."
Cause I was feeling really welcomed in
Feeling welcomed initially but watching the relationship deteriorate.
Thought you liked me
Believing the other person liked them.
Then I watched us turn to shit
Witnessing the relationship deteriorate.
Making me a little lovesick, babe
Experiencing lovesickness due to the failing relationship.
But you still hurt me more than I'd ever hurt myself
The person hurt the narrator more than they could self-inflict.
You still hurt me more than I'd ever hurt myself
Reiterating the significant hurt caused by the person.
You still hurt me more than I'd ever hurt myself
Emphasizing the enduring impact of the person's actions on the narrator.
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