Dried Spring
Falling for Deception: Inner Turmoil in Dried Spring
Lyrics
It's a big big world out there but I wouldn't know
Expressing a sense of ignorance about the vastness of the world.
Swimming up a river too quick to control
Metaphorically swimming against the current with a lack of control.
Regretting all of my decisions
Reflecting on past choices with a feeling of remorse.
I'm so afraid
Conveying a strong sense of fear.
I'm taking a chance, running out against my fate
Taking a risk that goes against the predetermined path.
But what did you say that forced my heart into secrecy?
Questioning a statement that led to keeping emotions hidden.
How do you smile with your eyes so deceitfully?
Questioning the sincerity of a smiling expression with deceptive eyes.
Falling for you has come to me too easy
Expressing that falling in love was too effortless.
Say my name once more since you know how to get to me
Requesting the repetition of one's name, emphasizing vulnerability.
Needed a friend to come out honest and speak their mind
Seeking honesty from a friend who can openly share thoughts.
Witness a spiraling girl running lines with some other guys
Observing someone engaging with others, possibly romantically.
Hooked on a haze of fear and static flourishing
Being captivated by a mix of fear and confusion, perhaps in a relationship.
It's gotta mean something's ready to change in me
Suggesting a readiness for personal change due to certain experiences.
What did you say that had me so convinced of you?
Reflecting on persuasive words that led to conviction.
Why did I buy all that you fed me, was any of it true?
Questioning the authenticity of information received from someone.
Running away from what I thought I needed
Escaping from perceived needs that turned out to be unnecessary.
I resent you for all the time I lost feeling mislead
Expressing resentment for feeling deceived and losing time.
I feel stupid
Acknowledging a sense of foolishness.
Feeling confused and then I catch your eye
Feeling both confused and noticed by someone.
Paper hearts melting in the typical landslide
Using metaphorical imagery of paper hearts melting in a landslide.
And I, I feel sorry for myself
Expressing self-pity and sorrow.
And that's my problem there's no room for anyone else
Acknowledging a personal issue, leaving no space for others.
You said we spoke last night, you're fucking delusional
Rejecting a claim of recent communication as delusional.
Pouring your lies down my face, it's business as usual
Describing the act of being deceived with lies as a regular occurrence.
What was it like making me think I meant something to you?
Questioning the sincerity of emotions and significance in a relationship.
I'm fucked in the head and still I see right through you
Acknowledging personal struggles while maintaining insight into deception.
Falling apart everyday and who's to blame?
Expressing a sense of personal deterioration and searching for blame.
Falling apart everyday and who's to blame?
Reiterating the theme of falling apart and seeking accountability.
I'm the one to blame
Taking responsibility for the personal challenges and struggles.
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