hug myself
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Self-Healing
Lyrics
Tell my therapist about you, but never say your name
Telling the therapist about a person without revealing their name.
About when I was young, filled with love for you
Reflecting on a youthful period filled with love for someone.
I looked up to you, hoped your love was true
Expressing admiration and hope for genuine love from that person.
You never told me about you as a kid
Not being informed about the person's childhood experiences.
All the crazy things you did
Unaware of the person's past actions and eccentric behaviors.
Now I'm older, none the wiser
Feeling older but not necessarily wiser in understanding the person.
Living off things I learned on my own
Living based on self-learned lessons, independent of the person.
I wonder why you turned against me
Questioning why the person has turned against the speaker.
You should have my back, not hate me
Expecting support from the person instead of animosity.
Why didn't you ask and text me
Wondering why the person didn't reach out or communicate.
Now I settled with reality
Accepting the reality of unfulfilled desires.
What I wanted will never be
Realizing that the speaker's wishes will never come true.
Now it's all the same to me (whoah)
Expressing indifference to the current situation.
'Cause I'm your biggest enemy
Identifying oneself as the biggest obstacle or adversary.
Well you were someone to me
Acknowledging the person used to mean a lot to the speaker.
But I just can't fix you (fix you)
Inability to 'fix' or mend the relationship with the person.
Now I'm driving away, as you're driving me insane
Driving away from the person who is causing emotional distress.
Why don't you go love yourself
Suggesting the person should focus on self-love rather than negativity.
I'll be in my room and try to hug myself then
Seeking solace by attempting self-affection in the room.
Just make a move to fix what's broken
Encouraging action to repair what is damaged in the relationship.
When it's my childhood you've stolen
Expressing resentment for the person stealing the speaker's childhood.
Hate myself for all this time wasted
Feeling regret for spending time hating the person.
I should be writing about love, not hatred
Wishing to write about love instead of harboring hatred.
I hope one day, you'll realize and change
Hoping the person will realize their mistakes and change.
There's so much to gain
Expressing the potential for positive growth.
I wonder why you turned against me
Reiterating the confusion about why the person turned against the speaker.
You should have my back, not hate me
Desiring support from the person instead of hostility.
Why didn't you ask and text me
Questioning why the person didn't reach out or communicate (repeated).
Now I settled with reality
Accepting the reality of unfulfilled desires (repeated).
What I wanted will never be
Realizing that the speaker's wishes will never come true (repeated).
Now it's all the same to me (whoah)
Expressing indifference to the current situation (repeated).
'Cause I'm your biggest enemy
Identifying oneself as the biggest obstacle or adversary (repeated).
Well you were someone to me
Acknowledging the person used to mean a lot to the speaker (repeated).
But I just can't fix you (fix you)
Inability to 'fix' or mend the relationship with the person (repeated).
Now I'm driving away, as you're driving me insane
Driving away from the person who is causing emotional distress (repeated).
Why don't you go love yourself
Suggesting the person should focus on self-love rather than negativity (repeated).
I'll be in my room and try to hug myself then
Seeking solace by attempting self-affection in the room (repeated).
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