Lyrics
When it hits nighttime, I turn on my bedroom light
Turning on the bedroom light at nighttime signifies seeking clarity or understanding in moments of darkness.
It's another day's past and I still can't see no light
Reflecting on the passing days without seeing progress or improvement in the situation.
I can't admit it when I'm wrong, I'm always right
An acknowledgment of a reluctance to admit mistakes and a tendency to believe in one's correctness.
But when it gets dark it always hits me in the night, uh
Darkness brings introspection, making the person confront their thoughts and emotions.
Tell myself I should stop whining cause I'm sounding like a baby
Recognizing a tendency to complain and comparing oneself to sounding immature.
Then I think about my problems should I solve them, maybe
Weighing the decision to address and solve personal problems.
Had some people come and go but feels like they betrayed me
Feeling betrayed by people who have come and gone in life.
Spend some time alone and then start calling myself lazy
Spending time alone leads to self-criticism, labeling oneself as lazy.
She told me that I should wait there's better days
Receiving advice to be patient and wait for better days.
I'll always hold on there's just something in my brain
A commitment to holding on despite challenges, driven by an internal force.
I don't mean to feel this way, wish I could change it
Expressing a desire to change the feelings experienced, indicating discomfort.
But when a thought comes round my head I feel deranged
Feeling mentally disturbed when certain thoughts enter the mind.
I know there's gon' be some way out of this hell
Believing there is a way out of a difficult situation or emotional struggle.
I feel so damn blinded there's no way that I could tell
Feeling emotionally blinded, unable to perceive a solution or direction.
On my own and I don't even fuck with myself
Experiencing a sense of isolation and disconnection from oneself.
All alone tryna figure out if I need your help yeah
Struggling alone and contemplating whether seeking help is necessary.
When it hits nighttime, I turn on my bedroom light
Repetition of the act of turning on the bedroom light, emphasizing the recurrent need for clarity.
it's another day's past and I still can't see no light
Reiterating the passage of time without tangible improvement or positive change.
I can't admit it when I'm wrong, I'm always right
Reaffirming difficulty in admitting wrongdoing and a persistent belief in personal correctness.
But when it gets dark it always hits me in the night, uh
Dark moments continue to bring introspection and emotional impact during the night.
Tell myself I should stop whining cause I'm sounding like a baby
Self-awareness of the tendency to complain, likened to sounding immature or helpless.
Then I think about my problems should I solve them, maybe
Reconsidering the approach to problem-solving and whether action should be taken.
Had some people come and go but feels like they betrayed me
Reflecting on the feeling of betrayal by people who have entered and exited one's life.
Spend some time alone and then start calling myself lazy
After spending time alone, recognizing and acknowledging personal tendencies labeled as laziness.
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