Lyrics
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
The speaker is in a troubled state and is reluctant to discuss it.
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
Reference to closing one's eyes to reality and resorting to prayer in dealing with issues.
Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
The speaker is searching for someone who has gone away, expressing feelings of isolation and despair.
Out my thoughts, what I want? I won't
Internal struggle with desires and uncertainties about what is wanted.
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Repetition of the same themes, emphasizing the intensity of the emotional turmoil.
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
-Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
-Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
-I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
-Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
-Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
-Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
-I been so fucked up
Reiteration of emotional distress.
I don't need no love
Declaration of not needing love, possibly due to the speaker's current state.
Ain't been thinking 'bout you much
Not actively thinking about someone significant in the speaker's life.
I been off these fucking drugs
Admission of being under the influence of drugs.
Baby baby, drive me crazy
A plea for excitement or disturbance in the speaker's life.
I don't know what else to say about it
Struggling to express feelings about the situation.
I know I promised I'll be fine
Recognition of a promise to be okay despite doubts.
But I doubt it
Expressing skepticism about the promise.
And I don't wanna waste no time, I been losing my mind
Desire to avoid wasting time, acknowledgment of mental struggles.
Crushing little blue pills into little blue lines
Engaging in substance abuse, potentially to cope with difficulties.
And I been tryna do right by you but it's hard
Struggling to do right by someone despite personal challenges.
Cuz I been so fucked up
Reiteration of being in a distressed state.
I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
Repetition of the same themes, underscoring the persistence of the emotional struggle.
Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
-Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
-Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
-I been so fucked up, I don't got too much to say about it
-Eyes wide shut, I guess I'll just shut up and pray about it
-Where'd you go? I talked to God, I think the rain is drowning
-Out my thoughts, what I want. I won't talk about it
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