Lyrics
I don’t think we’re on the same page
I feel a disconnect or lack of understanding between us.
I don’t wanna talk I wanna do i’m on a rampage
I prefer action over conversation; I'm in an aggressive state.
It’s give or take but I give more than I’m taking
Relationship dynamics involve giving and taking, but I give more than receive.
I’ll get off at my stop eating off of my plate
I will focus on my own needs and not share resources with others.
Mosh pit migraine
An intense and chaotic experience is causing me mental distress.
Taking over my day I just wanna migrate
This overwhelming situation is taking control of my day, and I want to escape.
Get the fuck out my way
Expressing frustration and a desire for others to clear my path.
I’ll get off at my stop eating off of my plate
Reiteration of prioritizing my needs over others.
Thoughts keep running through my mind but I don’t know what they’re running from
Various thoughts are occupying my mind without clear origins.
I’m doing everything I can but I don’t know if I’ve done enough
Uncertainty about the adequacy of my efforts despite trying my best.
fuck it
An expression of resignation or indifference.
I stay up till the sun is up
I stay awake until sunrise.
Till my eyes are red as blood
Extensive sleep deprivation, indicated by red eyes.
I just need one more class to get my credits up
Striving to complete one more class to fulfill academic requirements.
I’m not letting up
Determined to persist despite challenges.
I’m not letting up
Reiteration of a steadfast and unyielding mindset.
Wake up in sweat I can't move
Experiencing a distressing, paralyzing sensation upon waking.
I try I can't forget you
Struggling to forget someone significant.
I said I'd never let you slip away
Promised not to let someone slip away, but accepting it is okay.
But that's okay I'll be fine
Optimistic outlook despite the inability to change the past.
Can't change the past it's behind
Acknowledging that the past is in the past.
You never tried to care
Perceiving a lack of effort or understanding from someone.
You don't know me anyway
Indifference towards being known by someone who lacks understanding.
Whatcha know bout me
A challenge to others: What do you really know about me?
Whatcha know bout me
A repetition emphasizing the previous challenge.
I’m the kid who needs to take his meds to stabilize
Describing the persona as someone reliant on medication for stability.
I’m the kid who fucked up everything like once or twice
Admitting to past mistakes that had consequences.
I’m the kid who took some drugs and now he pays the price
Acknowledging the repercussions of drug use.
I’m the kid who needs this music shit to stay alive
Highlighting the importance of music for emotional survival.
I’m the kid who needs this music shit to stay alive
Reiteration of the vital role of music in the persona's life.
I’m so sick of being stuck here I know I gotta leave
Expressing a strong desire to move forward from the current situation.
I don’t wanna push my luck but I know you’ll see
Ambivalence about pushing one's luck, with confidence in eventual understanding.
I know you'll see
A confident expectation that others will eventually understand.
I don’t really give a fuck what you know bout me
Disregard for others' opinions about the persona.
I don’t think we’re on the same page
A repetition emphasizing a lack of mutual understanding.
I don’t wanna talk I wanna do i’m on a rampage
Reiteration of a preference for action over talk and a heightened aggressive state.
It’s give or take but I give more than I’m taking
Emphasizing a giving nature despite potential for taking from others.
I’ll get off at my stop eating off of my plate
Restating a focus on personal needs over shared resources.
Mosh pit migraine
Recurring reference to a chaotic and distressing experience.
Taking over my day I just wanna migrate
Desire to escape the overwhelming situation and migrate elsewhere.
Get the fuck out my way
A strong directive for others to clear the persona's path.
I’ll get off at my stop eating off of my plate
Reiteration of prioritizing personal needs over shared resources.
Whatcha know bout me
Repetition of the challenge regarding others' knowledge about the persona.
Whatcha know bout me
Reiteration, emphasizing the question of what others truly know about the persona.
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