Lyrics
They say don't be a downer
Advisory not to be pessimistic or negative.
All I wanna, wanna be is a better-
Desire to become a better person.
A better man but I can't think on my own
Struggling with independent thought.
'Cause after all I'm a stupid motherfucker
Expressing self-deprecating thoughts.
Another day and I still think of murder
Mentions persistent thoughts of violence.
And suicide but I can't kill on my own
Contemplating suicide but feeling unable to act.
I'll never look down at my shoes
Commitment to not avoiding problems by looking down.
But I feel so cruel in my mind
Despite this commitment, feeling internally harsh.
I feel so blue but I'll make it through
Feeling emotionally down or sad.
And I made up my mind
Decision to persevere despite emotional challenges.
'Maybe tomorrow'
The phrase "Maybe tomorrow" suggests hope for a better future.
I have a dream and I guess it's what I wanted
Expressing a dream that may not align with reality.
I see the light but I can't really grab it
Awareness of a desirable goal but struggling to achieve it.
I need a drug and I can't feel anymore
Seeking an escape from emotional pain through substance.
I don't wanna be a part of the city
Desire to detach from urban life or societal pressures.
I just wanna be a part of nothing
Yearning for a sense of nothingness or simplicity.
I need a gun but I can't shoot on my own
Expressing a desire for a means of protection, possibly symbolic.
I'll never look down at my shoes
Reiteration of not avoiding problems by looking down.
But I feel so cruel in my mind
Despite commitment, still experiencing internal harshness.
I feel so blue but I'll make it through
Repetition of feeling emotionally down but asserting resilience.
And I made up my mind
Decision to persevere despite ongoing emotional challenges.
'Maybe tomorrow'
The phrase "Maybe tomorrow" reiterated, emphasizing hope for a better future.
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