Lyrics
I can't be saved
I feel beyond rescue or redemption.
Spend too much time with these thoughts in my head
I spend excessive time consumed by my thoughts.
But know that I won't change
I am aware that I won't change my ways.
Cause I'm too caught up in the days where I just felt
I'm stuck reminiscing about days when I felt mentally stable.
As though I was sane
I used to feel mentally balanced.
And I just miss the kid that I once was
I long for the innocence and mindset of my younger self.
It's just not the same
The current situation doesn't match how things used to be.
No, it's just not the same
The current situation remains noticeably different.
I just want to sleep it off
I just want to sleep to avoid confronting my issues.
Cause I can't deal with it all
I find it overwhelming to handle everything.
Will this ever end?
Will this distressing situation ever come to an end?
I just miss my friends
I miss the companionship of my friends.
Caught up in this rut that I cannot stand
I'm stuck in a situation or routine that I despise.
Walls are closing in
I feel like I'm trapped and about to explode.
They're ready to blow
The pressure or tension is mounting.
I say I'll change, but I just know I won't
Despite saying I'll change, I believe deep down I won't.
And how bad does it show?
How evidently does my situation demonstrate?
I'm always in my head, so I'm just better alone
I tend to isolate myself because I'm constantly lost in my thoughts.
I'm trying to play it safe, so I'll just stay here at home
I'm trying to avoid risks, hence staying within the confines of my home.
I'm sick of reminiscing, living life through a phone
I'm tired of living vicariously through memories on my phone.
Wish I could just live in the moment
I wish to live fully immersed in the present moment.
This sense of pressure's hard to cope with
The pressure I feel is challenging to manage.
I'm round in circles with the torment
I'm stuck in a continuous cycle of torment.
I've tried to shake it but it's hopeless
Efforts to escape seem futile.
I'm losing all sense of direction
I've lost my way, feeling disoriented.
The panic hits like an infection
Panic and distress hit me intensely.
Can't keep relying on obsessions
I can't keep relying on fixations or preoccupations.
I'm down and out with no exemptions
I'm feeling defeated without any exceptions or relief.
I just want to sleep it off
Seeking solace in sleep to evade confronting the situation.
Cause I can't deal with it all
The burden feels too heavy to bear.
Will this ever end?
Will there ever be an end to this ordeal?
I just miss my friends
I yearn for the company of my friends.
Caught up in this rut that I cannot stand
Feeling stuck in an intolerable situation or routine.
Walls are closing in
I feel trapped and on the verge of collapse.
They're ready to blow
The pressure is reaching a critical point.
I say I'll change, but I just know I won't
I verbally express a desire for change, but I doubt I'll follow through.
And how bad does it show?
How visible is the extent of my struggle?
I'm always in my head, so I'm just better alone
I isolate myself due to constant overthinking.
I'm trying to play it safe, so I'll just stay here at home
I opt for safety by staying confined at home.
I'm sick of reminiscing, living life through a phone
I'm tired of living a life dominated by memories seen through a phone screen.
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