Lyrics
I believe I'm not a vibe when I don't drink
The singer feels they are not their true self ("vibe") when not consuming alcohol.
There's other reasons there I think but I'll just sink
Suspects there are underlying reasons for this feeling but chooses to ignore them, leading to a downward emotional state ("sink").
Another four five shots I've got that in me
After consuming several shots of alcohol, the singer believes the effects are taking hold.
I've got to pass out before those memories start creeping in
Expresses a need to blackout before distressing memories resurface.
A way a way
Repetition of the theme that problems ("They") consistently find a way into the singer's life.
They find
-A way a way
-They always find
-A way a way
-They find
-A way a way
-They always find
-A way a way
-They find
-A way a way
-They always find
-A way a way
-They find
-A way a way
-They always find
-Who are these strangers all around me this ain't home
The singer questions the unfamiliarity of their surroundings and wonders if they have created a false sense of home.
Or did I fill that up so I won't be alone
Suggests the possibility of filling emotional voids to avoid loneliness.
I've got to find a bathroom I can't be here
The urgency to find a bathroom implies discomfort or anxiety in the current situation.
Why did I look there cause now my chest is filling up with fear
Seeing something unsettling causes a surge of fear and anxiety.
And then my hands start shaking
Physical manifestations of anxiety, possibly related to a personal crisis or realization.
It's cause of me I'm breaking
-Now I'm stood here facing
-What's left of me
Facing the consequences or aftermath of a situation.
It's already over
Expresses a sense of inevitability or resignation about the situation.
Now I'm getting colder
-So I'm already taking
-What's left of me
-But what am I s'posed to do without you there
The singer grapples with the idea of living without someone significant ("you").
I know that I'm a fool to be so scared
-But you are all that I knew so now
-I'm slowly fading
Describes a gradual emotional decline or loss of self.
Is anything left of me worth all the shame
Questions the worth of the singer's remaining self, considering the shame involved.
Cause I struggle to find a reason so I'll stay
Struggles to find a reason to stay in the current situation or relationship.
Away from you
Repeated desire to distance oneself from the source of pain or discomfort ("you").
Away away from you
-Away from you
-Away away from you
-Away from you
-Away away from you
-Away from you
-Away away from you
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