Lonely
Embracing Solitude: Spooky Goth Music's Tale of Isolation
Lyrics
Can't see my friends
Feeling isolated from friends, unable to physically meet them
Can't see their face
Unable to see the expressions/emotions on their friends' faces
I'm all alone
Feeling completely alone
In my little place
Being confined to a small space
Want to go outside
Desire to venture outdoors
Don't want to die
Desire to avoid death, perhaps in a metaphorical sense
Got to stay inside
Compelled to stay indoors for safety or protection
So I don't die
Maintaining seclusion to stay alive
I just want to be lonely
Expressing a desire for solitude
Lonely with my friends
Desiring loneliness but with the presence of friends
I just want to be lonely
Reiterating the wish for isolation
Lonely with you again
Wanting to be alone but specifically with a particular person
I tried to die some years ago
Previous attempt at self-harm or suicide
And here I am, still feeling low
Despite the past, still experiencing deep emotional lows
Don't know where to go, don't what to do
Feeling lost and unsure about the future
And inside I'm still feeling blue
Continuing to feel sad or depressed internally
So when I "died" I died inside
Emotionally 'dying' inside despite not physically dying
But they all said it was in my mind
Others disregarding or downplaying emotional struggles as 'in the mind'
I went away for a year or two
Retreating from life for a significant period
Now its 4am writing songs for you
Presently composing music in the early hours of the morning
I just want to be by myself
Simply wanting solitude
All by myself
Desiring complete isolation
With nobody else
Wanting to be alone without anyone else around
Anymore
Feeling devoid of previous connections or relationships
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