Lyrics
Standing in the light all eyes on me
Being in the spotlight, attracting attention.
Try to shake the nerves but they're shaking me
Attempting to overcome nervousness, but it's overwhelming.
Connected to a source that's bigger than me
Feeling connected to a greater, external force.
In everything around me it's hard not to see
Noticing the omnipresence of significant things around.
And I know
Recognition of the current state.
I'm not done
Acknowledging there's more to come.
Easy now to
Advising oneself to take it easy.
Not feel fun
Struggling to find joy in the moment.
Looking forward
Anticipating future experiences.
To have some
Expecting something positive in the future.
But for now
Acceptance of the current lack of enjoyment.
I'm okay with none
Fine with having no expectations for now.
It's hard not to think will it happen again
Contemplating the possibility of a repeated event.
And if it does is it really the end
Questioning whether a repeated event signifies the end.
Unstable and fleeting you can try to pretend
Describing a state of instability and impermanence.
But then you're thrown in a whirlwind with them
Despite pretending, being caught up in chaos with others.
And I know
Reiteration of ongoing personal development.
I'm not done
Acknowledging there's more growth to come.
Easy now to
Reminding oneself to take it easy despite challenges.
Not feel fun
Struggling to find joy in the present situation.
Looking forward
Anticipating positive experiences in the future.
To have some
Expecting something enjoyable to come.
But for now
Accepting the current absence of enjoyable experiences.
I'm okay with none
Fine with having no expectations for now (repeated).
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