Lyrics
I'm not stuck to my bed
I am not confined to my bed
I'm simply in love with him
I am deeply in love with someone
Sweet nothings warmly sit atop of my ears
Sweet words of affection rest on my ears
While he begs me not to leave in tears
Despite his tearful pleas, he begs me not to leave
I made my own desolate black hole
I created my own lonely and desolate space
It feels like my eye lids could grow mold
My exhaustion is profound, making it feel like my eyelids could grow mold
In these nocturnal episodes
Experiencing these episodes during the night
Dissociating while you speak
Feeling disconnected while you talk
Do you know what I really hate about me?
Reflecting on a dislike within myself
It doesn't matter
Regardless, it doesn't make a difference
It's getting cold
Sensing a drop in temperature
It's getting dark at 5 pm again
The day darkens early at 5 pm
I'm not to blame
I am not at fault
I have so many things that run through my brain
My mind is occupied with numerous thoughts
Don't tell me how to live my life, I know that everything
Rejecting advice on how to live, trusting that everything will work out
Works out as long as I take these three pills
Dependence on three pills for stability
I'm chewing out everyone and they're asking me what's the
Expressing frustration towards others while under the influence
Whole big deal? It's nothing much, just something about December sun
Downplaying a significant issue, possibly related to December sun
One day I hope to be more to you than
Aspiring to be more meaningful to someone than fleeting thoughts
The things that run through my brain
(Empty line, no specific meaning provided)
How many people can I love
Questioning the capacity to love others before loving oneself again
Before I love myself again?
(Empty line, no specific meaning provided)
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