Hotline
Drowning in Silence: Taylor Janzen's Struggle Exposed
Lyrics
i'm the one with my foot always in my mouth
Expressing a tendency to say the wrong things or make mistakes in communication.
this time i called the hotline, no one picked up
Attempting to seek help by calling a hotline, but experiencing the frustration of no one answering.
i always assumed my insides would work themselves out
Expecting internal issues to resolve on their own, perhaps avoiding facing them directly.
i guess i never grew out of trying to hurt myself
Acknowledging a persistent inclination to self-destructive behavior that hasn't been outgrown.
i would do anything to leave me
Expressing a strong desire to distance oneself or escape from personal struggles.
i would do anything, believe me
Reiterating a willingness to take drastic measures to separate from one's own negative aspects.
i'm the one with a stomach full of shame
Identifying with feelings of shame and a tendency to place blame on others.
and i've never met someone i couldn't blame
Expressing a history of avoiding personal responsibility by blaming others.
i used to run my mouth and cuss you out
Recalling a past behavior of speaking rudely and challenging authority figures, possibly parents.
a teenager that just wanted you to be proud
Describing a teenage phase of seeking approval and pride from authority figures.
I would do anything to leave me
Repeating the willingness to take drastic actions to escape from oneself.
I would do anything, believe me
Reiterating the sincerity of the commitment to taking extreme measures to break away.
i lost touch with reality
Admitting a disconnection from reality, possibly due to emotional struggles.
i hate myself and call it humility
Describing a self-hating mindset and portraying it as false humility.
well next time i sink into my abyss
Hinting at a recurring pattern of descending into emotional darkness or despair.
you'll know it from the bruises on my fists
Suggesting that visible signs of distress, like bruises, may indicate the emotional struggle.
I would do anything to leave me
Repeating the strong desire to distance oneself or escape from personal struggles.
I would do anything, believe me
Emphasizing the sincerity of the commitment to taking extreme measures to break away.
I'm the one with my foot always in my mouth
Reiterating the tendency to make verbal mistakes or create awkward situations.
This time, I'll call the hotline
Expressing a renewed intention to seek help by calling a hotline, despite previous experiences.
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