Breaking Point
Descent into Darkness: Breaking Point Unveiled
Lyrics
Now I'm at the end of my rope, with a gun in my hands watching stars explode
Feeling at the end of one's ability to cope, contemplating self-harm while observing celestial phenomena.
I hear the void call out she says "pull the trigger, end it now"
Imagining a voice from emptiness encouraging self-destruction.
Waiting for the supernova, all alone with paranoia
Anticipating a catastrophic event, experiencing isolation and irrational fear.
Taste the iron and watch the flash, soon I'll be a remnant of the past
Sensing a metallic taste, witnessing a sudden burst of light, foreshadowing personal obliteration.
Now it's time to close my eyes, just tell the story of my life
Preparing to end one's life, reflecting on past experiences.
I've gone so blind and I'm dead on the inside
Expressing emotional numbness and internal lifelessness.
I'm an addict, I'm a fiend and I cannot be redeemed
Admitting to addiction and a sense of being irredeemable.
And you can't save me
Rejecting the possibility of salvation from others.
Death is penance for all my sins, I feel the darkness closing in
Viewing death as a consequence for personal wrongdoings, feeling the encroaching darkness.
A desperate endeavor to close my eyes forever
Desperately seeking eternal closure by closing one's eyes forever.
Would a bullet through my brain end all my pain?
Contemplating whether ending one's life would relieve pain.
Now it's time to close my eyes, just tell the story of my life
Reiterating the desire to end one's life, summarizing life experiences.
I've gone so blind and I'm dead on the inside
Reiterating emotional numbness and internal lifelessness.
I'm an addict, I'm a fiend and I cannot be redeemed
Reiterating addiction and a sense of being irredeemable.
And you can't save me
Reiterating the rejection of external salvation.
Set me free
Pleading for release or liberation.
I tried the meds, I went to therapy; and in the end
Attempting conventional solutions like medication and therapy, seeking approval from others.
I want to know if you were proud of me
Expressing a desire for parental pride despite personal struggles.
Forgive my sins, the darkness is closing in
Requesting forgiveness for sins as darkness metaphorically closes in.
Mom and dad, I'm sorry for the shit I've done, soon you'll have to bury another son
Apologizing to parents for past actions, foreseeing their grief over losing another child.
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