Lyrics
Open my eyes and you're gone
Expressing the feeling of loss or absence upon waking up.
Picture that
Suggesting the visualization of the absence.
Big empty room
Describing a large, empty space.
And I'm so sad
Conveying sadness experienced in the emptiness.
But what's it matter
Questioning the significance of emotions or situations.
Nothing ever seems to matter
Expressing a sense of apathy, where nothing seems important.
To you
Emphasizing the indifference of the subject (possibly a person) to various matters.
To you
-To you
-To you
-Oh
An exclamation, possibly indicating frustration or realization.
What are we waiting for
Expressing impatience and boredom, self-perceived mutual dislike, and self-loathing.
I'm sure we're all just bored
-I think you hate me
-Just the way I hate me
-I can tell by simple tones
Observing negative emotions in others through their tone.
My mom is just like me
Revealing aspects of the singer's family background and its impact.
Maybe I got it from her
-My dad's a narcissist
-The least of my concerns
-I am a paranoid freak
Describing paranoid tendencies, fear, and difficulty sleeping.
I get upset about any and everything
-Please lock the door or else I won't sleep
-And I'm not joking
Expressing genuine fear of harm from an imagined threat.
When I'm explaining how
-I saw a man
-I swear he's there
-He's gonna kill us
-Been planning it for weeks
-Every night
Detailing a nightly routine involving medication to cope with mental health issues.
Before I sleep
-I take pills
-But not the kind I used to eat
-These ones are supposed to fix me
-What are we waiting for
Repetition of earlier sentiments about boredom, self-hate, and family concerns.
I'm sure we're all just bored
-I think you hate me
-Just the way I hate me
-I can tell by simple tones
-My mom is just like me
-Maybe I got it from her
-My dad's a narcissist
-The least of my concerns
-I'm not worried about it anymore
Contemplating withdrawal from social connections to minimize perceived negative impact on others.
I'll just block all the numbers
-In my phone
-Pretend I'm the last person on earth
-And when I'm gone
-It'll hurt them less I'm sure
-Cause the longer I go silent
-The less I seem to be worth
-I've been praying for a moment
Reflecting on faith, self-worth, and the impact of personal struggles on relationships.
No I don't even believe
-But I wonder
-If I thought hard enough
-Maybe would things change for me
-Or if I was born
-Without these things
-Clouding me
-Where would I be
-Would they be happy
-Would I
-Don't have a belief in me
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