Lyrics
I wanna see the body
I desire to witness a dead body.
I wanna see what happened to me
I want to understand the events that have affected me.
An american hero
Referring to someone as an American hero, possibly sarcastically or ironically.
Strutting towards a blank monsoon
Confidently moving forward into an uncertain future or situation.
Supplemental snack food
Consuming additional, possibly unnecessary, snack food.
Ensuring my allegiance to you
Pledging allegiance to someone or something.
But I'm wearing out quickly
Expressing a sense of weariness or fatigue.
Quicker than a cut can bleed
Getting worn out rapidly, quicker than a wound can bleed.
I see the bruise
Acknowledging a bruise, possibly a metaphor for emotional pain.
I think about my life and how you made it worse
Reflecting on how the speaker's life has been negatively impacted, possibly by someone mentioned.
Dopamine rations
Mentioning the regulation of dopamine, a neurotransmitter associated with pleasure and reward.
Something where the trees just can't reach
Describing a place where happiness or contentment is unattainable.
What a beautiful mirror
Commenting on a beautiful mirror, possibly a metaphor for self-reflection.
Feeling cute and finally
Feeling good about oneself and finally being ready to dismiss something.
Ready to dismiss
Acknowledging the speaker's role in making their life worse through certain actions or choices.
How I make my life worse when I live like this
Reflecting on how the speaker's love is conditional and may contribute to life difficulties.
I think about my love, conditional at best
Thinking about life as a gift despite its challenges.
I think about my life and how it's still a gift
(Empty line)
Rational and fictional
Balancing reason and imagination, possibly struggling with conflicting thoughts.
Starving bag of mirror goals
Describing oneself as a hungry, deprived entity pursuing unrealistic goals reflected in a mirror.
I can't help it
Expressing a lack of control over certain behaviors or thoughts.
Hungry mass of chemicals
Referring to oneself as a hungry mass of chemicals, emphasizing a physical and emotional void.
An empty head
Describing an empty mind, possibly a result of emotional turmoil.
A shattered bottle
Mentioning a broken bottle, possibly symbolizing shattered emotions or experiences.
I can't stop it
Expressing difficulty in stopping a particular behavior or thought pattern.
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