Where My Mind Goes
Journey Within: Unveiling the Mind's Struggle
Lyrics
I'm Home
Speaker feels at home.
This is where my mind goes
Reflects on where their thoughts often wander.
Can't buy no more time though
Acknowledging the inability to extend time.
Fly but I ain't high though
Not intoxicated despite feeling a sense of freedom.
This is where my mind goes
Reiterating the place of their thoughts.
Stressed but I don't hide though
Experiencing stress but not concealing it.
I feel like I'm dying slow
Sense of gradual emotional decline.
Can't get out my own head but I promise that I'm fine though
Struggling internally but claiming external composure.
This is where my mind goes
Repetition emphasizing recurring mental space.
Can't buy no more time though
Reiterating the lack of ability to buy time.
Fly but I ain't high though
Feeling liberated without being under the influence.
This is where my mind goes
Repeated statement about the speaker's mental realm.
Stressed but I don't hide though
Admitting stress without masking it.
I feel like I'm dying slow
Expressing a sense of slowing down emotionally.
Can't get out my own head but I promise that I'm fine though
Unable to escape their thoughts but claiming well-being.
I'm rolling with the windows down
Driving with openness but still feeling inadequate.
Still feeling like a clown
Continuing to feel foolish or inadequate.
I just need some red shoes
Desire for something to change their circumstances.
My wins and losses 0-2
Reference to a series of failures.
More like 0-2000
Exaggerated sense of failure or loss.
When I feel low I'm just grounded
Finding grounding when feeling low emotionally.
When I make music I know I sound a bit different
Recognizing a difference when creating music.
But truth be told the mic's the only one who knows the truth when I'm spitting
Admitting honesty only when expressing through music.
When I write I start pacing
Physical restlessness when composing.
I run through paper and pavement
Utilizing both paper and movement to create.
Collect my thoughts then I save it
Organizing thoughts but withholding some.
But theres some stuff not worth saying
Choosing not to articulate certain feelings.
I just might go super saiyan
Contemplating a drastic emotional change.
But Id rather keep peace
Preferring peace over conflict.
I don't advocate violence
Against advocating violence.
But I'm fighting disbelief
Struggling with disbelief or doubt.
I'm always besides myself
Feeling detached from oneself.
So its me versus me
Internal conflict: self vs. self.
I'm just stuck in my head
Sense of being trapped within their thoughts.
Fear and doubt start to creep in
Anxiety and uncertainty gradually emerge.
Depression's just for a season
Recognizing depression as a temporary phase.
What I speak on I lived
Speaking from personal experiences.
Got so much I need to fix
Acknowledging the need for self-improvement.
I don't know where to begin
Feeling overwhelmed by the amount to fix.
Tired of being who I am and
Tired of their current identity or state.
Still living in sin
Continuing to live in a morally conflicted state.
There's a battle for my soul
Inner conflict for control over one's morality or values.
Well which side am I letting win, dang
Questioning which aspect of themselves they let prevail.
I'm Home
Repetition of earlier sentiments, reinforcing the ongoing internal struggles.
This is where my mind goes
-Can't buy no more time though
-Fly but I ain't high though
-This is where my mind goes
-Stressed but I don't hide though
-I feel like I'm dying slow
-Can't get out my own head but I promise that I'm fine though
-This is where my mind goes
-Can't buy no more time though
-Fly but I ain't high though
-This is where my mind goes
-Stressed but I don't hide though
-I feel like I'm dying slow
-Can't get out my own head but I promise that I'm fine though
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