Haunted by Memories
Eternal Struggle: Confronting Haunting Memories
Lyrics
I can see every bad memory that i once lived through
I vividly recall every negative experience I've lived through.
Give me a free moment and again my mind will do
Given a moment of mental freedom, my mind revisits these memories.
It wont give me a rest
My mind doesn't allow me to rest.
It always tries to infest
It persistently attempts to take control and dominate my thoughts.
And everytime i Turn around its always right behind me
Wherever I turn, these memories continue to haunt me.
Letting go of something doesnt mean that it lets go of you
Releasing something from my life doesn't necessarily mean it releases its hold on me.
It wont give me a rest
There's no respite; the memories persistently try to take over.
It always tries to infest
The memories relentlessly attempt to take control of my thoughts.
I let go
I attempt to let go of the memories.
But it wont do eather
However, letting go doesn't prove effective; the memories persist.
Fuck
An expression of frustration or despair.
I was only a child with nothing depressing on my mind
In my childhood, I had a carefree mind without depressing thoughts.
Had Nothing to worry and nothing to care about all turned itsself around
Everything changed, and now I am haunted by ghosts of the past.
Ghosts were haunting me since then
The haunting memories began in childhood.
Films in my head that always play themselves in front of my eyes
Mental images replay like films, bringing back bad memories.
And every bad memory comes up again
Every negative memory resurfaces in my mind.
Anything I overcome is overcoming me
Overcoming challenges doesn't free me; they still affect me.
Let me free
A plea for liberation from the mental burden.
Anything devastating that once was gone plays itsself in front of my
Past devastating experiences replay in my mind.
Eyes again
The memories visually manifest themselves before my eyes.
I cant escape these thoughts in my mind even if I try so hard
I struggle to escape these persistent thoughts in my mind.
I will live with this absolute horror going on in my head forever
The haunting horror in my mind seems everlasting.
Finally let
An expression of relief or release.
Let me free
A plea to be set free from the mental torment.
Please let it be
A request for the mental burden to be lifted.
Put it out of me
An appeal to remove the haunting memories from within.
Put it out of me
A repetition, emphasizing the plea to be freed from the memories.
Let go get off I'm begging you
A desperate plea to let go and be released from the tormenting memories.
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