Lyrics
I know
I am aware
The demons residing inside you
Acknowledging the presence of inner struggles or challenges within you
I'm inside you
Expressing a close connection or intimacy with the internal struggles
Last year
Referring to a specific past time
I failed there
Admitting failure in that past period
To remind you
Stating a purpose to remind you of capabilities
What I could do
Asserting the ability to demonstrate one's potential
So don't start fucking up my plans
Requesting not to disrupt personal plans
What a lonely road we got ahead
Reflecting on a challenging journey ahead
Trapped inside my head yeah
Feeling mentally confined
Trapped inside my head yeah
Repetition emphasizing the feeling of being trapped in thoughts
And everyday I
Continuation of thoughts and experiences
Now I feel myself
Acknowledging self-awareness or personal growth
Never wanna play my way
Rejecting past behaviors or choices
Now you need a man for yourself
Acknowledging the need for personal fulfillment
Fuck what we felt yeah
Disregarding past emotions
And I won't pretend I'm not making a change on this world
Acknowledging an impact on the world despite health concerns
But in fact on my health
Highlighting the impact on personal well-being
Not gon' extend I'm not feeling so great
Expressing discomfort or dissatisfaction
I been smoking my past till it helps
Using substances to cope with the past
Losing myself here
Feeling lost or disconnected from oneself
Send your address
Requesting location information
Some friends in my head
Referring to supportive thoughts in the mind
Real friends in my heart
Emphasizing the importance of genuine friendships
We're keeping our distance
Maintaining a safe emotional distance
I'm close to the edge
Feeling close to a breaking point
Feel like I'm already dead
Expressing emotional numbness or detachment
Life feels like a job
Comparing life to a burdensome job
But I ain't getting no bread
Struggling financially despite efforts
But fuck there's still for on the plate
Recognizing scarcity but choosing to share
So I'll just be sharing instead yeah
Sharing personal struggles with others
Vodka with two ice
Indulging in alcohol as a coping mechanism
I been fucking up my life
Admitting to personal mistakes and regrets
Maybe because I don't wanna see more people die
Expressing a desire for a better world
I'm the last one of my family
Feeling a heavy responsibility as the last of one's family
Man
Expressing a challenging emotional state
Turn off the lights when I'm driving at night
Taking risks or engaging in dangerous behavior
Just to see what it's like to be closing the gap between death and the light
Curiosity about the experience between life and death
Just to see what it's like to be up there with you on the other side
Expressing a longing to be with someone on the other side
What a lonely road we got ahead
Repetition of the earlier reflection on a challenging journey ahead
Trapped inside my head yeah
Reiteration of feeling mentally confined
Trapped inside my head yeah
Continued emphasis on being trapped in thoughts
And everyday I
Continuation of thoughts and experiences
Now I feel myself
Acknowledging self-awareness or personal growth
Never wanna play my way
Rejecting past behaviors or choices
Now you need a man for yourself
Acknowledging the need for personal fulfillment
Fuck what we felt yeah
Disregarding past emotions
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