Lyrics
I'm paranoid again
I'm experiencing paranoia once again.
I'm sick of all of this anyways
I'm fed up with everything anyway.
I'd change it if I could
I would change my situation if I could.
But I'm stuck in this body forever
Feeling trapped in my current body permanently.
And I wont let you hear a sound
I won't allow you to hear my distress.
When I start breaking down
When I start breaking down emotionally.
I'm drifting away again
Experiencing emotional detachment once more.
I don't know what to tell you
Uncertain about what to say or express.
I can't break these habits on my own
I cannot overcome these habits by myself.
If only these things were as simple as they seemed
Expressing a desire for simplicity in resolving issues.
But I'm still sinking down
Despite the desire for simplicity, I'm sinking deeper.
And my friends are nowhere to be found
Feeling abandoned as my friends are absent.
Look around
Observing the surroundings.
None of them are like you
No one around is similar to you.
At least it's not high school
Grateful that it's not like high school.
Always having nightmares
Experiencing recurring nightmares.
I feel like going somewhere
Desire to escape to a place where no one pays attention.
Where no one would look
Seeking isolation and anonymity.
I'm not sure of many things
Uncertain about many things.
But I'm sure you'll be okay
Assuring someone that they will be okay.
I hear the voice of your heart
Hearing the emotional truth in someone's voice.
It's your pulse in your veins
Recognizing someone's vitality through their pulse.
Please stay awake
Pleading for someone to stay awake and face their problems.
Don't run away from your problems cause I have them too
Advising against running away from problems.
I don't wanna deal with no one
Expressing a desire to avoid dealing with others.
So I'm going psycho in my fucking head yeah
Feeling mentally disturbed and chaotic.
Feelings that I never said yeah
Acknowledging unexpressed emotions.
Too bad I'm too gone
Regretful about being too far gone.
Chilling in the stars
Relaxing or contemplating in a celestial setting.
With my demigods yeah
Being with demigods in a metaphorical sense.
Too bad I'm far too gone
Expressing the feeling of being too far gone.
I'm paranoid again
Repeating the experience of paranoia.
I'm sick of all of this anyways
Reiterating dissatisfaction with everything.
I'd change it if I could
Reiterating the desire to change if possible.
But I'm stuck in this body forever
Feeling trapped in the current state permanently.
And I wont let you hear a sound
Continuing to keep emotions hidden.
When I start breaking down
Experiencing emotional detachment once again.
I'm drifting away again
Uncertain about what to convey or share.
I don't know what to tell you
Struggling to break free from ingrained habits.
I can't break these habits on my own
Expressing a desire for simplicity in resolving issues.
If only these things were as simple as they seemed
Repeating the longing for simplicity.
As simple as they seemed
Reflecting on the elusive nature of simplicity.
As simple as they seemed
Contemplating the elusive nature of simplicity.
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