The Worst Is Yet to Come
Embracing the Shadows: Facing the Inevitable Struggle
Lyrics
I run in circles, dodging bullets all the time
I constantly navigate through challenges, trying to avoid harm.
Avoiding conflicts, but it hardly ever works
Despite my efforts to steer clear of conflicts, success is rare.
A lot of people seems to know what`s best for me
Many people claim to know what's best for me, but their opinions don't matter.
It does`nt matter, `cause the worst is yet to come
Regardless of external opinions, the worst experiences are yet to come.
Running away, running away from what I am
I try to escape from facing my true self, running away from my identity.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself
Shame drives my actions, and I hide from my own reality.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out
In a vulnerable state, I await judgment, hoping to be counted out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face
I anticipate the arrival of pain, a manifestation of its harsh reality.
Opress emotion, fake affection, fake a smile
Suppressing genuine emotions, faking affection and smiles.
I`ll never win this game, no matter how I try
Despite my attempts, victory in this internal struggle seems impossible.
Your love means nothing when I cannot love myself
The love I receive holds no value when I'm unable to love myself.
It does`nt matter, `cause the worst is yet to come
Irrespective of love, the impending worst experiences remain.
Running away, running away from what I am
Continuing to escape from acknowledging my true self.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself
Shame propels me to hide from my own identity.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out
In a state of surrender, I wait for others to declare my defeat.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face
Awaiting the revelation of pain, its unpleasant reality.
I try to accept my faith, that I am a total failure, failure
I attempt to acknowledge my destiny as a complete failure.
Looking inside myself, trying to find my saviour, saviour
Searching within myself, seeking salvation.
Trying to understand, trying to understand
Struggling to comprehend and accept my circumstances.
The meaning of life, the meaning of life is dying
The essence of life, for me, is a gradual deterioration.
Running away, running away from what I am
Persisting in escaping the reality of my true self.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself
Shame continues to guide my actions, prompting me to avoid self-awareness.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out
In a state of vulnerability, I await external judgment to declare my defeat.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face
Anticipating the arrival of pain, the revelation of its harsh nature.
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