Lyrics
I just been
The artist expresses a recent experience or state of being.
I just been
Reiteration of the artist's recent experience or state of being.
I just been so sick and tired of all of these problems
The artist is weary and exhausted from dealing with various problems.
That's trapped inside my fucking head
The problems are internalized and causing distress within the artist's mind.
You said you love me but you never loved me I'll never forget about the words you said
A person claimed to love the artist, but their actions contradicted their words, leaving a lasting impact on the artist.
I distance myself from my fans and my main source of friends
The artist is withdrawing from both fans and close friends due to overwhelming depression.
Because I've been so fucking depressed
The artist emphasizes the intensity of their depression.
I'm making this music for me but I give it to you just so you can probably feel the pain
The artist creates music as a personal outlet but shares it with others, hoping they can empathize with the pain expressed.
I feel so alone
An emotional statement indicating profound loneliness.
I feel so alone
Reiteration of the artist's intense feelings of isolation.
All of this stress on my mind makes me somehow believe maybe I put in to the test
Stress and challenges in life may make the artist question their own abilities or decisions.
All of this anxiety with no form of relieve makes it hard to find my own breath
Anxiety is pervasive, offering no relief and making it difficult for the artist to find peace.
There is no point of this life because I serve no purpose just let me lay head to rest
The artist feels purposeless and contemplates the idea of ending their life for eternal rest.
But I don't put slits on my wrists, I just swallow sum pills
The artist describes an alternative method of coping with pain—swallowing pills instead of self-harm.
You can wake me when you know I'm dead
An intense statement suggesting a desire for death as a release from suffering.
I feel so alone
Reiteration of the profound loneliness experienced by the artist.
I feel so alone
Continued expression of the artist's intense feelings of isolation.
The rain turns to snow
A symbolic shift in the emotional atmosphere, represented by a change in weather from rain to snow.
And I'm on my own
The artist is left to face challenges and emotions alone.
That's when I can go
When faced with difficulties, the artist finds solace in being alone.
Just leave me alone
A direct plea for solitude, expressing a desire to be left alone.
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