Lyrics
Shadows where you were
Reflecting on the absence of someone, a sense of emptiness or loss.
I can't remember what I said, said, made you hurt, hurt
Expressing difficulty recalling hurtful words spoken in the past, causing pain.
December was a blacked out faded blur
Describing a past December as a hazy, forgettable period, possibly indicating a troubled time.
You left forever, left forever, deserve the worst and nothing better but
Acknowledging a permanent departure, feeling deserving of the worst consequences.
Shadows where you were
Reiteration of the absence, shadows symbolizing the lingering impact of the person's departure.
I can't remember what I said that had made you hurt
Struggling to recall the words that caused pain, a sense of regret and confusion.
Girl last December was a blacked out faded blur
Repeating the description of a challenging December, suggesting it had a lasting impact.
And you left forever told me I deserve the worst and nothing better but
Confirmation of being left permanently, acknowledging a deserving but unfortunate fate.
Katie do you hate me, is it way too late for us
Directly addressing Katie, questioning if there is hatred and whether reconciliation is too late.
If I'm honest girl lately I'm going crazy
Admitting a sense of madness and responsibility for the current state of affairs.
And I think I drank a bit too much its all my fault again
Admitting to excessive drinking and self-blame, acknowledging faults in the relationship.
Saying that I'm the worst cuz I know you been the best
Recognizing Katie's excellence and admitting personal shortcomings.
Might just roll another blunt and take that shit to the chest
Contemplating using substances to cope with emotions, possibly to numb the pain.
If you hate me go head say it like that
Encouraging open communication, asking Katie to express her feelings directly.
If you wanna pop another baby we can split that, split that
Suggesting the possibility of reconciliation and shared responsibility for a potential future.
Used to travel all time, hoppin on a flight
Recalling a time of travel and excitement in the relationship.
Used to take you out at night, what's your appetite
Reflecting on past enjoyable moments, contrasting with the current state of conflict.
Now all you wanna do is fight, see the anger in my eyes
Noting a shift from positive experiences to conflict, observing anger in the eyes.
But I got too drunk last night, I'm seeing
Linking a recent fight to excessive drinking the night before, possibly contributing to the relationship issues.
Shadows where you were
Reiterating the sense of emptiness and shadows in the absence of Katie.
I can't remember what I said that had made you hurt
Repeating the struggle to recall hurtful words and the impact of the past December.
Girl last December was a blacked out faded blur
Reaffirming the lasting impact of a challenging December and a permanent departure.
And you left forever told me I deserve the worst and nothing better but
Confirming the belief in deserving a negative outcome in the relationship.
Katie do you hate me, is it way too late for us
Repeating the direct questioning of Katie's feelings and the potential for reconciliation.
If I'm honest girl lately I'm going crazy
Expressing a sense of emotional instability and self-awareness of excessive drinking.
And I think I drank a bit too much its all my fault again
Acknowledging personal fault and regret for the current state of affairs.
Katie do you hate me, hate me
Repeating the direct question about whether Katie harbors hatred.
Way too late for us, if I'm honest girl
Reiterating the belief in a relationship being too late to salvage, acknowledging honesty about the current emotional state.
Lately I'm going crazy, and I think I drank a bit too much, it's all my fault again
Confirming the struggle with mental stability, self-blame, and excessive drinking.
Woah, woah, woah
Expressing a sense of chaos or emotional intensity with a repeated "Woah."
We can split that, split that
Reiterating the possibility of shared responsibility for a future, suggesting a willingness to reconcile.
We can split that
Repeating the idea of sharing responsibilities and potential for a joint future.
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