Lyrics
Don't even talk to me
Expression of avoidance or unwillingness to engage in conversation.
Think I want the money or the fame well that's hypocrisy
Rejecting the desire for money or fame, highlighting the perceived hypocrisy in such aspirations.
I'm just tryna get my feelings out like get them off of me
Desire to express and release personal feelings.
Got this heavy weight up on my shoulders and it's stopping me
Feeling burdened by a heavy weight on the shoulders, hindering progress.
It's got me feeling stressed out stressed out
Experiencing stress and pressure from the weight on the shoulders.
And if you're listening I promise you're not alone
Assurance to the listener that they are not alone in their struggles.
I used to keep my head down
Past behavior of keeping a low profile.
But now I finally feel
Currently feeling a sense of liberation or confidence.
I might create
Considering the act of creation.
And you might consume
Highlighting the dual roles of creator and consumer.
If you can relate
Inviting connection with those who can relate to the struggles.
We're eternally doomed
Expressing a sense of eternal doom or inevitability.
My days are long
Description of long and challenging days.
I'm running on fumes
Running on empty, feeling depleted.
Manias knocking
Reference to mania and the decision to release or express it.
So I'll let it loose
Choosing to let go of pent-up emotions.
I still don't think we're on the same page
Perception of a lack of alignment in understanding.
I'm not gonna sleep until I'm finally feeling okay
Determination to overcome challenges and achieve a state of well-being.
Said I could tell you anything but that's a lie
Admitting deception about openness, possibly due to self-preservation.
You ask why I even try
Questioning the motivation to try despite difficulties.
Cause for me this do or die
Highlighting a sense of urgency and high stakes in the effort (do or die).
It's do or die
Reiterating the critical nature of the situation.
Yeah my story doesn't change
Consistency in personal narrative or storytelling.
Every time I make a song I just get better at explaining
Improvement in articulation and expression through music creation.
If you wanna go and run your mouth then please leave out my name
Request to avoid gossip or spreading information about the artist.
And you can sue the psych ward cause they just let me out my cage
Reference to mental health treatment and the desire for freedom.
I've been here for a long time
Indication of a prolonged struggle or journey.
Been stuck in the wrong mind
Feeling trapped in a negative mindset.
I'm sick of the pain
Expressing frustration with pain and a desire for change.
I'm tryna do something
Intent to take positive action for personal and collective benefit.
For myself and others
Desire to break free from a pattern of playing games or deception.
I'm so sick of playing
I still don't think we're on the same page
Reiteration of a perceived lack of mutual understanding.
I'm not gonna sleep until I'm finally feeling okay
Commitment to persistent effort until achieving a state of well-being.
Said I could tell you anything but that's a lie
Acknowledgment of deception in communication.
You ask why I even try
Questioning the rationale behind continued efforts.
'Cause for me this do or die
Reiterating the critical nature of the situation (do or die).
It's do or die
Emphasizing the urgency and high stakes in personal endeavors.
I still don't think we're on the same page
I'm not gonna sleep until I'm finally feeling okay
Commitment to persistent effort until achieving a state of well-being.
Said I could tell you anything but that's a lie
Admission of deception in communication.
You ask why I even try
Questioning the rationale behind continued efforts.
Cause for me this do or die
Reiterating the critical nature of the situation (do or die).
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