Lyrics
Yeah
Expression of affirmation or agreement.
Yeah, Uh
Repetition of affirmation or agreement with added emphasis.
I'm picking head over healing
Choosing passion or desire over emotional recovery.
Rather be in your bed
Prefer being in an intimate setting with someone.
Than head to head with my demons
Choosing closeness with a person over confronting personal struggles.
Kneeling
Symbolic act of humility, possibly seeking comfort.
Touch the hem of your secrets
Desire to understand the hidden aspects of the person.
Leave me in foetal
Metaphorical reference to vulnerability and dependence.
I won't go to therapy
Resistance to traditional therapy, implying reliance on the person.
They gon' tell me to leave you
Fear of being advised to leave the person.
I heal my inner child between your inner thighs
Merging personal growth with intimacy.
I'm a sinner, Guide me with your wisdom
Acknowledgment of flaws, seeking guidance from the person.
Lie to me, Deny my sickness
Acceptance of deception, possibly to preserve mental well-being.
Give me life
Desire for emotional nourishment and positivity.
Psychiatrist only sold me trauma
Critique of conventional psychiatric approaches.
My triggers drown me
Overwhelmed by personal triggers and seeking relief.
I need your violence and holy water
Craving a mix of intensity and purification from the person.
Take my kindness as a weakness do me wrong
Warning that kindness should not be taken advantage of.
I'll call you up I know
Will confront the person if mistreated.
I know you bad for me love
Awareness of the detrimental nature of the relationship.
My mind is brutal so I need to find the solace in your arms, Oh
Seeking solace in the person's embrace due to inner turmoil.
Just pretend your down for me love
Recognizing the negative impact but choosing to pretend otherwise.
No amount of medicine could ever mend me better than your skin
Emphasizing the healing power of physical intimacy.
You give me feels these pills could never do
The emotional impact of the person surpasses the effect of pills.
Legs envelope my every move
Intimacy influencing and guiding the individual's actions.
I'ma need every you
Expressing a need for the entirety of the person.
For worse or better you
Commitment to the person through thick and thin.
Curse and devil, Church and heaven you
Acceptance of both the positive and negative aspects of the person.
I need forever you
Desire for a lasting connection with the person.
It's only toxic if we involve the the psychologist
Suggesting that toxicity only arises when involving outsiders.
Please don't fall for the jargon
Warning against getting influenced by professional language.
The answer to to all my problems is under your undergarments
Viewing the person as the solution to all problems.
It's hard to talk
Communication difficulty due to personal trauma.
I don't want advice, It's only trauma
Rejecting advice, emphasizing the traumatic nature of the past.
I found my silence inside your violence and holy water
Discovering peace within the person's intensity and purification.
Take my kindness as a weakness do me wrong
Reiteration of the caution against exploiting kindness.
I'll call you up I know, I know you bad for me love
Reiterating the willingness to confront mistreatment.
My mind is brutal so I need to find the solace in your arms, Oh
Reaffirming the need for solace in the person despite awareness.
Just pretend your down for me love
Choosing to pretend or ignore the negative impact for the sake of love.
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