Lyrics
Swear I've been so damn upset
Expressing intense frustration or sadness
Like, baby, are you done yet
Questioning if a situation is over
Man, I miss what we used to have
Yearning for the past relationship
Hate the way you changing plans
Disliking the changes in plans
Doing it all wrong, alright
Disapproval of actions or decisions
I swear to God, I'm gone tonight
Committing to leaving the situation
No coming back
Emphasizing the finality of the decision
Whatever happens, it's out my hands
Accepting lack of control over the outcome
Why are we trying to act okay
Questioning the pretense of being okay
I've been dying, declining, you're drifting away
Expressing emotional decline and separation
I know why and it's frightening 'cause it cannot change
Understanding the unchangeable nature of a situation
Do you care, 'cause I have never seen that look on your fa—
Questioning the partner's feelings
Feast your eyes on the face of death
Symbolically facing the inevitability of death
Carve away my life 'til my final breath
Acceptance of life's struggles until the end
I don't give a fuck 'bout the shit that's said
Disregard for negative opinions
Baby, I know you meant those texts you sent
Acknowledging the sincerity of texts
You waste my time, wish we never met
Regretting wasted time
See through your lies, know you want me dead
Perceiving deception and ill intentions
I can't look back, all the time I spent
Reflecting on time invested
Swear I never would've thought this is how it ends
Surprise at an unexpected ending
My arms, my legs, my chest, bisect
Symbolic self-harm, feeling emotionally torn
I'll hop in the car, and I'll leave it dead
Deciding to leave abruptly
I don't give a fuck, get out my head
Rejecting intrusive thoughts
Swear you got me stuck, my life regrets
Feeling emotionally trapped and regretful
I can't give up, man, I can't forget
Commitment to persist despite hardships
Yeah, you depict all the shit I dread
Partner embodying fears and anxieties
Pulled me out from the mud just to throw me in
Rescued from challenges only to face new ones
But I'm coming back, yeah, I'm coming back
Determined to come back stronger
Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no
Desire for intense, fast-paced experiences
(Baby, don't go slow, go faster)
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no
-(Baby, don't go slow, go faster)
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no
-Don't go slow, go fast, you know it's nothing new to me
Expressing familiarity with such experiences
See through the screams you through with me
Seeing through deceptive behavior
Yeah, it's all what you do to me
-I cannot look back, swear I'm on right now
Asserting independence and success
Can't fall right now, I'm balling out
-Can't touch that, I can't call right now
-I'm gone right now, no coming back
-I swear to God, I'm way too fucked up
Admitting to being heavily intoxicated
Said I'm way too fucked up
-Yeah, I'm way too fucked up
-Said I'm way too fucked up
-Yeah, I'm way too fucked up
-Way too fucked up
-Way too fucked up
-Way too fucked up
Repetition for emphasis
What the fuck is going down
Expressing confusion or distress
Swear I can't feel my face
Feeling numb or disconnected
A different state when I can hear this sound
Desire to escape from the current situation
I can't stay in this place
-'Cause every day I fucking hate this town
-There's things I can't erase
-Mistakes I've made, but I'm still here right now
Reflecting on past mistakes but moving forward
It's gone, it can't be found, I had to keep that shit in the past
Putting past behind for personal growth
Drive 'round too fast, my foot on the gas
Engaging in risky behavior
180 on dash with the lights all black
-I could never go broke
Confidence in financial success
New day, new bag, new bitch tryna smoke that shit that I pack
-Know I used to be sad, but I been through that
Overcoming past sadness and progress
Back when I ain't had all the shit that I have
-Every day shit change, I could never go back
-Like, who the fuck tryna fight right now
Challenging others to acknowledge success
Won't come 'round, tell the bitch pipe down
-Everybody get loud when they hear this sound
-Tell 'em I feel great, can't take my crown
-Like, who the fuck tryna fight right now
Defiance against those trying to bring him down
Won't come 'round, tell the bitch pipe down
-Everybody get loud when they hear this sound
-Tryna take me down, bitch, take me now
-(Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no)
Repetition of the desire for speed
(Baby, don't go slow, go faster)
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster
-Baby, don't go slow, go faster, no
Reinforcing the need for quick action
Feast your eyes on the face of death
Repetition of facing death and coming back
Carve away my life 'til my final breath
-I don't give a fuck 'bout the shit that's said
-Baby, I know you meant those texts you sent
-You waste my time, wish we never met
-See through your lies, know you want me dead
-I can't look back, all the time I spent
-Swear I never would've thought this is how it ends
-My arms, my legs, my chest, bisect
-I'll hop in the car, and I'll leave it dead
-I don't give a fuck, get out my head
-Swear you got me stuck, my life regrets
-I can't give up, man, I can't forget
-Yeah, you depict all the shit I dread
-Pulled me out from the mud just to throw me in
-But I'm coming back, yeah, I'm coming back
Confirmation of resilience and return
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