The Worst Way
Embracing Shadows: Surviving Inner Demons with Avalon Black
Lyrics
You see a devil in my eyes
You perceive a malevolent presence in my gaze
I've been carrying his weight all my life
I've shouldered the burden of this malevolence throughout my entire life
He's the only reason I'll survive
This malevolent force is the sole reason I will endure
The remedy keeping me alive
The solution that sustains my life is this malevolent force
The blood on my hands is his
The guilt on my conscience is attributed to this malevolent force
He fights all of the wars I can't win
This force engages in battles I cannot prevail in
He's the part of I try to hide
It represents the part of me that I attempt to conceal
But we all know evil won't be denied
However, it's widely known that malevolence cannot be suppressed
Who will suffer because of me
Who will endure suffering due to my actions?
When I set my demons free
When I unleash my inner demons
The doctor and me can't cure my disease
Neither the physician nor I can remedy my affliction
So I'll medicate my day
Therefore, I'll numb my day with medication
In the worst way, the worst way
In the most dreadful manner, the absolute worst
The shadow tries to pull me in
A looming darkness attempts to entice me
I chase my pills with a glass of sin
I consume my pills accompanied by sinful indulgence
Anything to get a fix
Anything to secure a remedy
Anything to forget that I exist
Anything to escape the awareness of my existence
Who will suffer because of me
Who will bear the consequences of my actions?
When I set my demons free
When I unleash my inner demons
The doctor and me can't cure my disease
Neither the physician nor I can cure my affliction
So I'll medicate my day
Therefore, I'll numb my day with medication
In the worst way
In the most dreadful manner
Who will suffer because of me
Who will bear the consequences of my actions?
When I set my demons free
When I unleash my inner demons
The doctor and me can't cure my disease
Neither the physician nor I can cure my affliction
So I'll medicate my day
Therefore, I'll numb my day with medication
I will medicate my day
I will numb my day with medication
In the worst way
In the most dreadful manner
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