Lyrics
Polly's got a psychic says she'll talk to you
Polly has consulted a psychic who predicts communication with someone.
You can pay a hunnid bucks for more bad news
Paying a significant amount for more negative information.
I've been ready to leave but it's hard to go
Feeling prepared to leave a situation but finding it challenging.
If it ain't the right choice I don't wanna know and
Unwilling to know if the choice to leave is not the right one.
I can see the city from a thousand miles it
Seeing the city from a distance, but the connection feels different.
Doesn't ring the same when I go to dial 'cause
Difficulty in making a call due to changed feelings.
Everything's been colored a new shade of you
Everything is now viewed through the lens of a past relationship.
I wanna feel the way I used to
Longing to recapture the emotions from the past.
I wanna feel the way I used to
Reiterating the desire to feel as in the past.
'Cause I, I'm not leaving here
Commitment to staying despite difficulties.
Burned-out wasting tears I am done
Feeling exhausted and unwilling to shed more tears.
If I, I was not myself
Imagining a different version of oneself lost in something else.
Lost in something else
Being immersed in something beyond one's current state.
I am done, I am done
Reaffirming the decision to be done with a situation.
Drove up to Chicago just to talk to you
Traveling to Chicago to address issues but encountering difficulties.
Said you're in a bad way got a lot to do like
Learning about significant tasks and challenges.
Following the orders that they give to you then
Following external orders that disrupt personal plans.
Everything froze for a minute or two and
A moment of freeze or stagnation in the face of challenges.
I've been trying to write but I can't break through, yeah
Struggling to express oneself creatively.
Everything for nothin' was all I knew now
Realization that everything done previously was seemingly for nothing.
Everything for nothin' is all I do, yeah
Repeating the pattern of doing everything for nothing.
Everything for nothin' anything for you
Expressing a willingness to do anything for a specific person.
Everything for nothin' anything for you
Reiterating the readiness to do anything for someone.
'Cause I, I'm not leaving here
Commitment to stay despite emotional exhaustion.
Burned-out wasting tears, I am done
Emphasizing the weariness and refusal to shed more tears.
If I, I was not myself
Imagining a different self, lost in something beyond the current state.
Lost in something else
Being immersed in something else beyond the present reality.
I am done, I am done
Reaffirming the decision to be done with the situation.
Being back here reminds me of when
Reflecting on a time when the speaker was content with themselves.
I was happy with myself and then
Feeling the weight of past memories resurfacing.
Heavy memories sink in
Acknowledging the impact of intense memories.
I'll never get fucked up again
A commitment to avoid getting into a negative state again.
I, I'm not leaving here
Reiterating the commitment to stay despite challenges.
Burned-out wasting tears I am done
Expressing weariness and refusal to shed more tears.
If I, I was not myself
Imagining a different self, lost in something beyond the current state.
Lost in something else
Being immersed in something else beyond the present reality.
I am done, I am done
Reaffirming the decision to be done with the situation.
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