Lyrics
Do you hear the sound of my heart breaking
Expressing the emotional pain of a heartbreak.
Going numb from the drugs I'm taking
Experiencing numbness possibly due to the influence of drugs.
In a dark place soul feeling vacant
Feeling a sense of emptiness in the soul while being in a dark place.
I don't know where to go
Lost and uncertain about the direction in life.
Tables turned
A reversal of situations or circumstances.
Bridges burned
Relationships or connections have been damaged irreparably.
Running from the demons in my head
Struggling with inner demons and thoughts.
Feeling all alone
Feeling isolated and lonely.
Barely holding on
Hanging on to stability by a thread.
Steady smoking strong
Consistently using smoking as a coping mechanism.
Tryna keep me strong
Attempting to maintain strength and resilience.
I was me but now he's gone
Identity transformation or loss.
Can't seem to show how I feel so I use music like my diary
Using music as an outlet to express emotions due to difficulty in verbal communication.
Said you loved me was it easy for to lie to me
Questioning the sincerity of love expressed by someone.
Never would've did you wrong forever played my part
Believing in loyalty but now dealing with emotional wounds.
Now I'm left with scars
Bearing emotional scars from past experiences.
Looking to the stars tryna find some peace
Seeking solace and peace in a tumultuous situation.
Gotta put my emotions in a safe and throw away the key
Protecting emotions by locking them away.
Drag myself out this hole
Struggling to overcome difficulties and challenges.
Go achieve some goals
Aspiring to achieve personal goals despite the struggles.
Cause I know I'm chose
Believing in oneself as someone chosen for a unique path.
And take the time out for understand my pain
Taking time to understand and process personal pain.
But it's steady storming I'm so used to rain
Accustomed to facing difficulties, perhaps a metaphor for a challenging life.
Really I'm just tired
Expressing weariness and fatigue.
Rarely ever sober always high
Being under the influence of substances regularly.
Try to always fake a smile let my feelings hide
Concealing true feelings by putting on a fake smile.
Feel like a prisoner of my own fucking mind
Feeling trapped by one's own thoughts and mind.
And I just wanna know why
Pondering the reasons behind personal struggles.
Why am I like this
Questioning one's own nature or behavior.
Expecting other people for to believe in me
Seeking validation from others while lacking self-belief.
And I barely believe in myself
Struggling with self-confidence and self-worth.
Get full of prescriptions
Reliance on prescriptions to cope rather than seeking help.
And fade away instead of asking for help
Choosing to fade away instead of reaching out for assistance.
Days just passing by and i don't even care
Apathy towards the passage of time and life events.
So much smoke inside my lungs that need more air
Suffocating under the weight of problems and seeking relief.
Even with all these problems until I'm dead and gone
Determined to persevere despite ongoing challenges.
Imma keep it pushing
Commitment to keep moving forward despite adversity.
Keep it pushing
Reiterating the resolve to persevere.
Yeah
An affirmation or acknowledgment.
Yeah
Reiteration of determination and resilience.
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