Lyrics
Yea
Expression of agreement or acknowledgment.
And you told me I should run away I don't know about that
Someone advised the speaker to run away, but they are uncertain about it.
I'm just tryna smoke my spliff and you act like I'm smoking crack
The speaker wants to enjoy their cannabis, but someone reacts negatively, equating it to smoking crack.
Everything I fucking do it seems like all you do is drag
Frustration that everything the speaker does is criticized or burdened by someone.
I don't know if I should be here right now
The speaker is unsure if they should be in their current situation.
I don't know I don't feel home in my house
Feeling out of place and uncomfortable at home.
And you act like you never know what I'm talking bout'
Others act oblivious to the speaker's concerns or experiences.
All the screaming all I'm tryna do is drown it out
The speaker tries to drown out the negativity and noise through some means, possibly metaphorical.
The toxicity I can feel it running through my veins
Acknowledgment of experiencing toxicity that affects the speaker emotionally or physically.
And I know you know you're not the same
Acknowledgment that the person they are addressing has changed.
When I'm around you I can sense your pain
The speaker can sense the pain of the person around them.
When I'm around you know you're not okay
Acknowledgment that the person is not okay when the speaker is present.
And I know that you're stressed out
Acknowledgment of the other person's stress.
Yea I promise you I'm trying my best now yea
The speaker promises to try their best to alleviate the situation.
I don't wanna let you down anymore
The speaker expresses a desire not to disappoint anymore.
I never had no bad intentions
Assertion that the speaker never had negative intentions.
Wanna make it out I just wanna give you the world
Expressing a goal of making it in life and providing for the person they care about.
Showed me how to love showed me how to treat a girl
Gratitude for the person teaching the speaker about love and how to treat a girl.
All the pain that a beautiful person could endure
Recognition of the emotional pain that a beautiful person can endure.
Could endure
Reiteration of the endurance of pain.
I feel hurt
Expression of personal hurt.
What's it worth
Rhetorical question about the worth of the pain.
Yea
Expression of agreement or acknowledgment.
I know it's not your fault
Acknowledgment that a situation is not entirely the fault of the other person.
Yea I know it's not your fault
Reiteration that the situation is not entirely the other person's fault.
But I have this fucking whole in my heart that I'm tryna fill
The speaker acknowledges a void in their heart that they are trying to fill.
With the things that I love but don't help me feel real
The speaker uses various substances and activities to cope but recognizes they don't bring real fulfillment.
Like the weed and the liquor
List of substances (weed, liquor, lean, pills) used as coping mechanisms.
The lean and the pills
Recognition that even the love of a specific person doesn't make the speaker feel real or fulfilled.
Like the girl that I love but don't tell her how I feel
The speaker hides their true feelings from someone they love.
Doing stupid shit, the money I spend do it for the thrill
The speaker engages in risky behavior for the thrill, possibly linked to spending money.
I keep it pushing cause I know I'm talented I got some skills
The speaker remains motivated despite challenges, acknowledging their talent and skills.
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